skipped BF lec today cos i was too lazy. anyway today is such a bad day.
am going for manicure with adaaaa, renfeng & weiting tmr morning at Jurong Point if its cheap! heard its $5 for express mani & ard $8 for french mani. U SAY CHEAP OR NOT! for sure must go see. i want to do french manicure if its really $8. baby pink with hot pink! just like the one i saw in Seventeen magazine. i think its so pretty.
i am trying to do EXCEL again. it sucks a lot. i have a excel test on friday. i dont wanna screw it up ): bad day, i am sad. why am i like that?! whyyyyyyyyy. even millions of bananas, chocolate bars & salmon cant make me a happier girl. CANT. CANT. CANT. haiya WHAT TO DO?!
i am going to do more excel and go to bed. SLEEPING IS THE BEST.
byebye nights.
repeating a million times & crying a million times wont make any difference anymore. so i'll just shut the fuck up ok?
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
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my eyes are very tired but i have to wait for my hair to dry before i can sleep. woke up at 630am this morning so i'm too tired to study.
ada tried teaching me cantonese today and it was so, so, so funny i swear we look and sound like idiots. ahaha she's such a girly girly girl we got lots of things to talk about & we always laugh at the stupidest things. hahaha. my polymates are all very fun & nice i like them a lot :D
and for no reason, i owe ashteo kitkats. tsktsk.
was asking weijie how he's going to study for excel test this friday . . .
weijie =) says: i gonna redo case 6,7,10 weijie =) says: then do some independent challenge eileen ♥ says: woooo weijie =) says: how bout u? weijie =) says: r u gonna eat up casegrader book and the textbook??
SO MEAN.
anyway i bumped into MAI a few times this 2 weeks & her hugs are the best! :D
okbyebye.
SIANNNNN
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went bugis with wee love ytd and she got her nails painted blue. hahaha weeeeee i love you :D
ok ITL lesson now. VERY SIAN. meeting boyfriend cheong later. yaay (:
okbyebye.
Monday, January 28, 2008
wriggledwithlove
so i stayed home today. its bad cos i watched tv the whole day & ate a lot of junk food.
):
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i got into zouk with my sister's IC but my baby boy didnt. he was still sick so we headed home instead. hahah next time next time.
i am feeling very restless now i dont know why. mayb i didnt sleep well. i'm like blasting emo songs & stoning.
caught The Mist with yuentuck ytd at cine. wooo i like that movie. even though the ending sucks. like its not that they dont have a ending kind of sucks. its just not the ending i want. hahah.
today is either shopping with my mum or studying at home. i hope its shopping with my mum cos i dont think i'll study much. i'll just end up stoning more. dinner with boyfriend C tonight!
tried doing my excel hwk just now and im stuck. i got so pissed after trying to figure it out for so long so i gave up and continue to stone.
okbyebye im going to play gold miner and stone more.
Sunday, January 27, 2008
wriggledwithlove
skipped 2pm lecture ytd. went town instead with rayson. woohoo shopping, feels good.
i got my allowance already. omg just when i needed money :D love my mum & dad!
going to catch a movie with chan yuentuck later. and then i have to come back home to change and then go out again (cos i cant find anybody 6pm to 9pm haiya). actually i dont even know if i can get into zouk cos im still like freaking SEVENTEEN yrs old i will need a lot of help to get in. tsk. i wont go if its not yuentuck's birthday i'll wait till when i'm eighteen. better appreciate hor CYT.
ok bye (:
Friday, January 25, 2008
wriggledwithlove
no, i did not wake up early to study this morning. @!%$^!#
tmr will be school then meeting 张胜轩. i love you, cheong :D sat will be meeting best friend chanyt for movie then his bday celebration with the others at zouk.
anyway, the very last project is over too! presented today and i dont think we will fail. anyway its the fact that i have no more projects that makes me SO HAPPY, SO HAPPY :D
omg i think i REALLY have to start studying alr. i am going to study after i bathe.
AND STOP ONLINE SHOPPING ALREADY EILEEN. DAMMIT.
P.S: I MISS YOU MAMAAAAAAA. VERY MUCH.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
wriggledwithlove
yesterday was crazy. slept at 2am the night before and woke up at 630am. lesson till 5pm, met boyfriend cheong for dinner then janice for shopping again. hehe went vivo & got yuentuck's present! i was dead by the time i reach home.
was late for school today again (cos its econs :D) and i think my tcher dont really care. hahah. few rounds of bingo during BF lec then off to bugis. something is very wrong, some of the clothes there are so exp alr!
today is love love love (: ♥
ok i am going to wake up early tmr to study :D
less than an hr to yuentuck's 18th bday HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTFRIENDDD! HUGS!
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
wriggledwithlove
loved school today (: first 2 lessons was online shopping and chatting online. econs was more online shopping, editing photos & playing with cash's PSP (less of his very, very lame jokes. THK GOD. ahahha) maths was just project presentation which i think my grp screwed it a lil. too brief and we ended too fast. still, its over & i think i shldnt think about it anymore.
anw, ONE LAST PROJECT LEFT :D presenting this thusday!
two more weeks to CNY, ard 3 more weeks to final exam. very sian, very sian. i seriously need to start studying. a few tests coming up and i think i'm so dead. i suck at Excel very much.
a very last min trip to CP & PS with janicewee on sat night. she bought her bag & i bought my dress :D talked & talked & talked. meeting her tmr! yaay.
rayson is still sick. went over his place after sch. my poor boy ):
OH HUANG JIN LU is so exciting! last episode, last episode. i hate KAIJIE.
ok byebye :D
Sunday, January 20, 2008
wriggledwithlove
there's so much going on in my head now. its either some hormones shit going on inside me that makes me feel so damn lousy these few days, or IM DYING.
i wish my bloody menses could just come right now. like it might be one of the reasons im feeling like shit now.
everything that i see, i hear and i feel is making it worst. i'm trying so hard to make myself feel happier. i really dont want to be that over-sensitive & unreasonable bitch. but its so difficult to convince/change myself when that spot on my heart is being attacked again and again and again. i'm alone. alone battling with my own emotions.
seriously, nobody can ever, ever, ever understand what's going on inside me. i know cos ive tried telling and crying too many times.
** rayson is sick. went to the doc with him then to his place to make him eat the med & watch him sleep. he's still sleeping so ive decided to head home first. tada, me home. its me & my brain. me & my brain. me & my brain.
work tmr ):
Saturday, January 19, 2008
wriggledwithlove
school, late for class, crazy friends, town, irritating boyfriend i shall try to finish my maths tutorials and study a lil of ITL tmr.
oh & ada ho says i look like some creature in AVP. which is like so depressing. im going to call her the pregnant lady forever. hahah.
ok bye.
Friday, January 18, 2008
wriggledwithlove
IAC project presentation is over! i think we did okay. left with two more easy easy projects (:
i almost died on the way home today cos i needed to shit SO BADLY. finished the whole tub of B&J's at one go with rayson cheong ytd. ice cream makes me happy. i love bananas, salmon & ice cream very very much :D
i want to shop soon. shopping shopping shopping. i've been crying too much these few days. i dont know anything else except that i want to be happy. very happy. anything just to be happy.
for this moment now i am very happy. i dont know if i still will later, when part of me reminds myself about things again.
ok crap.
back to DEAL OR NO DEAL. HUNKS SPECIAL :D :D :D :D and then HUANG JIN LU too. thk god ive got two TVs in my living room. omg TV FREAK.
OK BYEBYE.
love you much cheong. with all my heart.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
wriggledwithlove
school was great today. all thanks to my very fun & happy classmates. love them plenty!
anway i miss the girls very much. lets meet up soooon. mama we need to go kbox. with kaming too. hahahah.
was late for school today cos i tot lesson's at 11am when actually its 10am. anyway it was econs lesson so i didnt care much. and I DONT LIKE THAT TCHER VERY MUCH. bugis with ada after school then off to meet rayson.
i dont wanna think anymore. i dont want to keep worrying about this about that about everything. im trying to put this new set of thinking into me. cos its too tiring to worry forever. i know i will. and i guess all i can do is to accept it and make myself less miserable.
i'm not sure whether it'll work, but right now, i'll still love. with all my heart.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
wriggledwithlove
tired hungry quarrelled cried.
Monday, January 14, 2008
wriggledwithlove
work was bad. very, very busy. i didnt even have time to visit the toilet. shldnt have worked on both sat & sun. damn tiring! esp when they're not hiring enough people.
just finished some of my homework! am watching tv & thinking whether i shld eat some of my B&J's now. its like 12.17am now. omg why must i crave for ice cream at this time.
met boyfriend cheong for dinner then shopped ard hgmall. i love you cheong (: thks for being the sweetest ♥
Saturday, January 12, 2008
wriggledwithlove
today was great except for that super last min project presentation. we all tot it was next week so we did NOTHING. did a powerpoint presentation in like 15 min & i think it was a pretty screwed one. hahah. anyhow we presented & passed it :D happy enough even though it might be a bad pass. like what can i expect from such a last min presentation right.
met up with boyfriend cheong, lileen, derrick, mabel & janice for dinner at suki sushi. lileen & derrick left, xiaowei joined, slacked, talked at somewhere near hgmall. love love love being with them (:
rayson gave me a red balloooooon he koped from school today :D
so it'll be work tmr & work on sunday. i have assignments which i can do right now but im too, too, too lazy. am watching this horror on AXN and its freaking me out. a girl just got her kidney cut out omg.
i think i'll have to try to sleep early tonight!
ORANGEE
Friday, January 11, 2008
wriggledwithlove
finally done with IAC proj. still a few more projects but at least its one burden off the shoulders. and i passed that speech thing! :D
met boyfriend cheong for dinner. janice & xiaowei came and we talked till like 8pm then home.
working on sat & sun! $_$
mrFong!
my love (:
doodles
Thursday, January 10, 2008
wriggledwithlove
Random
1. i shld stop :
eating junk food feeling fustrated over lil things having the urge to cry every now & then thinking abt stupid things getting too stress over projects & that freaking speech thing tmr feeling insecure about EVERYTHING feeling/doing/thinking of anything negative shits PMS sucks big time.
2. i love mrFong. cos he rmbs my name, cos he's quite funny sometimes, he's rich & he drives us to the bus stop with his BMW.
3. caught One Missed Call today with cheong. IT'S SCARY. jumped a few times.
4. i am a person who needs the sense of security very, extremely much. HOW?!
5. my mum gave me a hug today. just when i needed it most. i love her a lot a lot a lot.
nights XOXO
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
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Monday, January 07, 2008
wriggledwithlove
yesterday went CP to look for baby wee lol & claudia, then bugis with baby wee. omg we look like two idiots cos it was raining and we wore the wrong slippers. we might just slip & fall & die. got her skirt & got my top (YAAY.) then home! love u baby wee :D
worked today at Sembawang. whee love that new branch. cos its so new! (new means no stinky phones, dirty desks & anything negative) might be transfering to that branch from march onwards.
met shengxuan & had dinner at suki sushi after work. came home and did project all the way. yaay done with business finance proj & econs (thks to rayson's friends! many many thks!) proj :D
4 more projects to go. MATHS IAC COMM T BIZCA
hate the IAC & the COMM T. dammit.
freaking 10am to 6pm tmr.
12.27am now! happy the 9th b (: i want this love, now & forever. love you ♥
Sunday, January 06, 2008
wriggledwithlove
So baby I will wait for you Cause I don''t know what else i can do Don't tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you If you think I'm fine it just aint true I really need you in my life No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
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love this song :D
Friday, January 04, 2008
wriggledwithlove
maths lec from 11am to 1pm. lunched with steffi, renfeng, xavin, gabriel & weijie then off to home to wait for boyfriend cheong. he highlighted his hair purple omg. after this time round i'm going to make sure he wont do things like that anymore and just be a boy with normal hair. i super like short and neat hair.
going crazy thinking of the projects i have in hand & thinking of the deadlines can kill me. felt like shit this few days i dont know why. sth right inside i cant describe. super glad its a saturday tmr.
wriggledwithlove
i nearly died at project today. i vomitted blood A MILLION TIMES.
wtf.
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
wriggledwithlove
first day of school was not toooooooo bad. even though i can alr feel the hwks, projects & exams so close to me ): i'm alr looking forward for the next holiday. lol. but still, its so good, so good to see my classmates again (:
went bugis with ada after lesson today to get her stuffs. met boyfriend cheong for dinner! watching The Search for The Next Doll now & i think Melissa R is so hot. i hope she wins.
project after lesson tmr. one of the most dreadful module. jidan. screw all the projects.
i think i'm going to watch TV for the rest of my day & start thinking about the projects & everything tmr.
when you love someone, you dont think twice. you risk it all.
wriggledwithlove
Waking up beside you was just the perfect way to start my new year ♥
wriggledwithlove
yesterday
afternoon : PS with mabel & janice, xiaowei's hse, ate, slacked, read blogs, The L Word, gossips, online shopping, shou zu II, slapping xiaowei's tighs, rolling over janice, laughing & laughing.
night : rayson & yuentuck joined us, drank & got drunk, puked twice omg, janice dying lol, sleep over at rayson's!
i am damn sleepy now cos i didnt get to sleep properly last night at rayson's. he took up so much of the bed i shld have just kicked him off. hahah middle of the night i asked him to move to his bro's bed so i could have the whole bed to myself. lol.
i think i need to take a short nap before my mum comes home from work. having steamboat later and i have to help her prepare and get all the food. me love the food food food food food :D
