so i dint spend my day ytd rotting (: went slacking with mabel, xiaowei & janice. which later rayson joined. a few rounds of Cheat & other card games entertained us. laugh & laugh & laugh as usual.
mabel's zei (J) was the joke of the day. hahaha ok inside joke. she's gonna call my mum and ask her top giving me pocket money soon. AND MAMA, pls dont say u forgot abt me. hahahah.
she brings lots of laughter to my life (:
am going to meet them again tmr! after i visited NVSS. hoho :D
ive been spending a lot of my time either watching Lost, which is damn addictive or reading Jame Patterson's Honeymoon.
gonna help my mum with the groceries later. some event going on at my hse this sunday. rayson will be coming to help carry them back to my house i hope. and his help will be very much appreciated cos sometimes we really need a guy.
rayson's last paper today. omg like finally. even though i think he alr dint give a damn abt his CSA paper.
back to my James Patterson.
random : craving for tang yuan, mango ice & CHAR SHAO SU.
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
wriggledwithlove
-spent my whole day rotting away at home. except for lunch at hgmall with rayson. -hooked on Lost. know im slow cos just started Season 1 when tv's showing 3 alr. -ucler on the back of my tongue. freaking painful. -feeling useless & invisible.
no, i do not want to spend my holiday rotting everyday. ive got lots in mind.
im off. to erm surf net aimlessly or stare at the screen cos i dont feel like sleeping yet.
a walk to remember - Only Hope
sing me a song?
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
wriggledwithlove
lunched with mabel, lileen, janice & xiaowei. food's great & omg its always so nice meeting them. slacked ard at hgmall, talked & laughed. meeting them this coming friday again! yaay.
went to meet dingdong boyfriend after that. spent most of the time watching tv. he's such a tv freak. hahah.
am going to watch Dream Girls soon!
//edit its 130am now & i just finished Dream Girls. i think its damnnn good.
L.O.V.E
Monday, August 27, 2007
wriggledwithlove
rayson cheong, im declaring my love for u here. I LOVE YOU (: thks for all the love. u know how happy i am being with you. u can really make me smile & laugh from the bottom of my heart :D
today flew past really quickly. work then dinner at chua chu kang with family!
worked with this colleague ive nvr worked with before today. was worrying a lot before that but everything turned out well. i think its the age thing. she's 20 & im 17, so we've got lots of things to talk abt. hoho.
i wish im more of a confident person, more of a person who doesnt need to worry abt meeting new people, who doesnt care too much abt how people think of me, who has the ability to get over things quickly & not worry abt lil things too much. i wish im nicer, i wish im smarter, skinner, i wish i wish i wish.
i know nobody in this world is perfect. but i feel im so far from perfection. too far.
lunch at suki sushi with the girls tmr. yaay :D
Sunday, August 26, 2007
wriggledwithlove
ytd was crazy! 10-12pm was the extra lesson, 2-4pm was our last paper & we were off to enjoy ourselves all the way till almost midnight :D
went penisular plaza again cos the guys wanted to get some stuffs & the rest of the time we were at Esplanade. woohoo, delicious satay + vodka + countless photos + endless chats = shiok (:
i feel so fat. need to lose weight badly. and i blame 70% of my fatness on rayson cheong.
3 hrs of rayson studying & me reading my book at esplanade today. went shopping & had dinner at the hawker right beside DXO. the food there is yummy. bugis after dinner.
& omg, i spent again. im damn broke. broke like with totally no money in my wallet. i need to dig my piggy bank soon.
photos:
this is my bun bun
my loves (:
steffffffi loh!
erm..
hahaha more photos with weitng!
sry elleen, i couldnt find any photos of cookie! i'll take another time!
when muffin was young. damn cute right!
i loveee her loppy ears!
going to bed soon. WORK TMR IS FREAKING SIANNN.
Friday, August 24, 2007
wriggledwithlove
i shld be studying now. kill me, somebody just kill me.
anw, had extra lesson today in sch. it was great, definitely helped for tmr's paper. another extra lesson tmr before the paper. 4pm shall mark the start of my holiday :D
am going out with classmates after our paper. and my curfew is pushed back from 11pm to 12mn. tried bargaining to 1am but daddy says NO. sigh. still 1hr later is better than nth. yaay, cant wait. *BEAMS
i'll never want to leave, cos my heart says so & this love will stay longer than forever <3
Thursday, August 23, 2007
wriggledwithlove
1 more paper down, 1 last paper to go :D we've alr got our friday planned!
went penisular plzaza for lunch and to just shop ard a bit after our paper. renfeng, ada, weiting, gab, weijie, norris and cash. woohoo, fun fun.
went to meet my dingdong boyfriend and studied. didnt study much though.
going back to sch tmr for classes! am suppose to study right now, but im freaking tired. i yawned a thousand times.
i think i shld go to bed.
this is muffin. pls look closely, she's the cutest rabbit ever.
random.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
wriggledwithlove
yaay finally freaking astats is overrr! doing well for that paper is impossible, passable mayb. woohoo, am really glad its over. 1 down, 2 more to go!
reached sch early to revised a bit & an hr before the paper really feels a bit like olvl. was trying to squeeze all the formulas into my puny brain.
met mai today! to pass her stuffs & give her a big hug. love love love (:
had great dinner with rayson, & studied a lil after that. my dingdong boyfriend's such a sweeeeetie (:
im missing flowers badly. next week, next week! after my exam im dating them out. i must go queue for donuts one day.
okay tv time, 9pm show last episode! then its study time againnnnn.
derrick's bday!
Monday, August 20, 2007
wriggledwithlove
work today was alright!
a lil kid came to me and said "auntie, can i use the phone?"
damn. inside my head was : wth, which part of me looks like auntie?!
i was wearing my black skinnes, with a tshirt & my hair down. do i really look like auntie?!
i take it that sth's wrong with the kid. lol.
astats tmr. gonna revise soon. cant wait till the paper's over.
MAIDEAREST, im so sorry it just slips off my mind! i did save it in my phone. reaaaally! u know u mean hell lot to me.
happy belated bday girl (: miss you lots too! i'll see u tmr!
Sunday, August 19, 2007
wriggledwithlove
caught the fireworks today! its damn pretty, like millions & millions of stars dropping. we shld have gone earlier to get a better view cos its like damn squeezy!
throughout i was shaking rayson & constantly going "omg, omg, omg, omg, damn pretty, omg, omg" while rayson goes "wah, wah, wah, nice, wah, wah" hahaha.
i still rmb watching fireworks last yr with the girls, alex, yt & km at marina south. ahh, missed those days.
dint take any photos of the fireworks today cos our phone cam suck.
im so sian knowing that i have to work tmr. every sunday i have to drag myself to work. rah. money money money.
okay im gonna watch america's next top model then go to bed.
Saturday, August 18, 2007
wriggledwithlove
havet study much today. wth i think im so dead.
finally i met nicolette after a million years, and we've got a million things to update each other so we practically talked for hours. non-stop. it feels damn good to see her again, talk abt everything. i missed her so much.
i think it'll be another million years later before i get to meet her. she's such a busy person. hahaha. i love nicolette!
studying, shopping & watching fireworks with rayson tmr! fireworks festival, its spain today & china tmr. weiting told me spain's has hearts & its super pretty. i hope china dont give me dragons.
today wasnt all goody goody the whole day actually. many questions in my head. its 2.04 am. time for bed!
im giving my whole heart. please dont just give me part of urs.
Friday, August 17, 2007
wriggledwithlove
alohaaaaaa!
dint study much this 2 days. i dont really feel too much of the stress, but it just feels wrong/uncomfortable not studying when exam's a few freaking days away.
anw, hooked on America's Next Top Model. no, i do not want to be a model. i just like wactching it. so not a right time to get hooked on ANTM.
studied with sam ytd, went sch today & meeting sam again tmr. today was wasted. im gonna make sure i'll do work tmr.
many days ago
i have no idea why he looked so sad
nice back
back to ANTM (: bye!
Thursday, August 16, 2007
wriggledwithlove
i love my mum :D she made me bread with egg. the bread without the sides and the egg yolk cooked. she knows i dont like the egg yolk watery, and dont like eating the sides of the bread.
she's the only one in this world who knows such lil things abt me. im gonna hug her when she comes back from work tonight :D
im gonna cont write my notes now, & watch Dreamgirls later (:
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
wriggledwithlove
its 2am now, was writing my notes for COIP. stopped and im now lying on my bed :D studied ytd & today. ytd was constructive (what went in my head in another thing), but today all i did was a few qns & do my notes.
so not in the study mood.
had breakfast with my sis at mac, then studying with sam, watched Mr Bean Holiday with rayson & he brought me to jalan kayu for prata :D happy with that silly boy, happy with the prata & happy with the walk (:
sometimes i wonder if ive been a lil too comfortable in my own world. what if things are not as beautiful as i tot they are?
lil things can change everything. and those lil things can just come anytime.
mayb part of me is preparing for the rainy days.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
wriggledwithlove
once in a blue moon the five of us are all online. mabel, xiaowei, janice, lileen & me :D
its so nice to chat tgt. so much laughter! reminds me of the things we did. xmas, mooncake festival, newyr we spent tgt. we cried in front of each other before, we laughed and we scold tgt. the 4 of them mean too much to me (:
i love & treasure not only them, but also friends i seldom mention. words are not enough for me to express my love for them. i think of them, treasure them more than i mention, more than i tell them.
MABEL & I had the same things in mind. great minds think alike :D her big hugs nvr fail to fill me with love (:
i went digging my photos today. and i found so many. brings so much memories back.
my sunshine (:
my bestie & I doing stupid things. hahah.
its not even our birthday. its kaming's. lol.
mooncake festival!
chem lesson i miss
CHAN YUENTUCK!
a few out of so many photos, & i know i look freaking ugly in the photos. but thats not the point.
oh, not forgeting this cheeky boy i love. he's more than just a bf. he's my bestfriend, my shopping kahki, someone i can laugh with, cry like shit & wipe my tears on him, someone u know he'll be there.
thank god for all these wonderful people <3
wriggledwithlove
work wasnt as bad as i tot it would be ytd :D
mayb except for a crazy mother i guess. she was practically SCREAMING over the phone. its not even our fault. so unreasonable, so UNREASONABLE U JUST WAN TO SLAP HER ON HER FACE. like inside u feel like screaming back at her & tell her its HER fault, and its the COMPANY'S POLICY, u cant shout and blame EVERYTHING on the ADMINS. BUT yet we'll have to talk nicely and say we'll check with the management blah blah blah & get back to her. wtf, i hope i'll nvr get to see her.
ok so much better after ranting *beams
went IKEA after work. went the one near queenstown. the meatballs are yummmmmy. cabbed home because im too tired. i woke up at 630am yo.
suppose to go sch to study. but NP is an hr + away from my hse. freaking lazy, soooo ive decided to just study ard my area. meeting sam to study at hg green :D
after all the mugging it'll be the long holiday. i cant wait. CANT WAIT!
okay, im off. bye :D
Sunday, August 12, 2007
wriggledwithlove
went town/bugis shopping & study with raaaaayson.
WORK TMR. registation week. meaning it'll be damn busy. plus there's a new system i have yet to get used to. it'll be like war tmr. seriously. thank god ive got huifen with me :D
no lessons next week. am going TP to have lunch with the girls someday next week :D and i guess i'll be going back to sch very often to study. there's too many distractions and temptations ard in my hse.
finally im meeting nicolette this coming friday for dinner after sooooo long. yaay :D
and omg, i have to get up at 6.30am tmr.
mama mab, this is for you :D
Saturday, August 11, 2007
wriggledwithlove
derrick's bday bbq was fun. went to sit by the beach with rayson, lileen, xiaowei & mabel, played stupid games & just talk. back to the chalet & watched NDP tgt. im so proud of singapore! oh and derrick has got a really HUGE cake!
today was as great, studied a lil, went to sch, shopped at town with classmates, met rayson & had dinner tgt :D
as usual, we sat down with our fav songs playing, talking about everything. this feeling is...hmmm, love (:
i want to keep my loved ones forever. rayson cheong & my so, very special friends. they are the reason to my smiles (:
ohya, the flower from janice weee on my desk makes me smile every morning :D
im going offline, lie on my bed & talk on phone with that silly boy. bye.
Friday, August 10, 2007
wriggledwithlove
i just finish doing my online quiz. sense of achivement again :D
so, i planned to wake up early to study a lil before going out later. but all i did is one quiz. exams starts on the 20th. means im left with the days left in this week and whole of next week to study. mugging shall start tmr. omg, dreadful.
meeting the girls & rayson at compass later to get some stuffs, then lileen's sis will drive all of us to derrick's chalet. yaay.
im learning to understand & accept the fact that i cant please everyone. i think a lot, and worry a lot that i might upset people at times. i realise this is so tiring. so im trying to stop myself from being like that too often.
okay im going off. bye!
me like this song. retro ah!
Thursday, August 09, 2007
wriggledwithlove
bad. headache.
today's shitty. except for the later part when i went to meet mabel, xiaowei, janice, rayson, carson & gang.
my main purpose to go sch today is to get my presentation done. so glad its over. happy over the fact that i dont have to see that freaking lecturer's face anymore. skipped EALS because my headache got so bad, i need to go home & sleep.
it feels terrible even after eating panadol & hrs of sleep. freaking irritating.
got sooo much better later in the evening! so i went to meet my happy pills :D appreciate their presence, mama mab's hug, rayson's love. all the laughters and everything. sometimes i just wanna let them know they mean a whole world to me (:
after that i went to just sit down, look at the stars, talk & feel the wind with rayson. the night was great. love is beautiful (:
