went sentosa with eunice ytd!
im not any tanner or redder. lol. its more like an outing for us to talk and catch up.

after that i tagged along with eunice to her class outing. lol. went farrer park. most of them were bowling. bingchao, patrick, eunice and me played pool. played a while then went home alrdy. had fun!

bingchao is one VERY very funny and idiotic guy. lol.

going interview tmr and get my schedule! after that going mabel's chalet.

hohoho for the first time im staying overnight WITHOUT my parents or sisters at MY friend's chalet with MY friends.
this is a big big thing to me okay. lol.

i wanna start work soooon! im super broke now.


PHOTOS!



act niang. lol.


me pat ben JS






MUFF :D

cant wait for tmr to come. lol.

GOODBYE :D


let go and fly!

went to visit my ahgong today :D
he's still healthy and im happy abt that.

went to some temple to bai my grandma tooooo.
i miss her so badly :(

dinner as pasir panjang. cockles, sting ray, satay, fish and more good foods :D
enjoyed!

i love going out with my parents. i feel very safe. got this special sense of secure. lol.
one thing i dun like abt my mum and i love abt my dad is that my mum nags at me. and my dad will be there to help me get out of it. hahaha. they're funny sometimes.

went mabel's hse after that. watched part of The Grudge 2. edison is damn hot :D
its fun screaming sometimes. lol.

watched ManU vs chelsea match with my sis. we were looking out for hot guys like lampard and christiano ronaldo. HOHOHO.

am very very tired now. sleep sleep sleep.
GOODNIGHT! :D


Vanessa Carlton- A Thousand Miles
(White Chicks Soundtrack)

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way through the crowd
And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walkA thousand miles
If I could Just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your precious memories

'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could Just see you
Tonight

And I, I don't want to let you know
I, I drown in your memory
I, I don't want to let this go
I, I don't....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way through the crowd
And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walkA thousand miles
If I could Just see you

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could Just see you

If I could Just hold you
Tonight



i think this song is nice:D

christmas is a mth away! i cant wait to see the lights! just like how much i wanted to see them a year ago. time flies! really really flies!

soon after xmas, it'll be a brand new year! and soon i'll be seventeen :D
i wonder how it feels like to be seventeen. lol.

i think my body clock's screwed. my normal bedtime was 11pm. now its like 2 or 3am.
and i hate it when i wakes up automatically ard 10am. when i still feel sleepy and wan to sleep but just cant get to slp.

does this happen to ppl? or is it just me?

im feeling super hungry now. its bad staying up late and ended up eating junk food.

yuentuck's skinny. he says he only eats a meal a day because he's lazy. pls let me be lazy!

ok i shld sleep now.

tmr will be a good day :D

GOODNIGHT!

went kbox with nicolette ytd. had fun :D

going lileen's hse with flowers later for mahjong! :DDD
long time since i touched mahjong tiles. lol.

woke up with a packet of nasi lemak on my kitchen table. i was darn happy. but there's hair in it lah. and its half white and half black. damnnnn disgusting.

i somehow miss sch alrdy! except for the waking up at 6.30am part.
at least there's a aim. at least there's sth for me to look forward. like i always look forward to after sch. lol.
i miss mabel piggy-back me
i miss saying "i wan go toilet, who wan to pei me"
i miss complaining abt teachers =X
i miss hearing those jokes mingxiang, alex they all used to say
i miss kaming's stupid answers
i miss saying "hi nicolette!" and "hi corinne" in the parade sq
i miss chem pract
i miss mr lee's funny lessons
i miss walking ard in sch with flowers!

and many more!

i need sth to motivate me to live my life happily. like find a reason that i can be happy abt every morning. not that i dun have this motivation i'll cry everyday or go and die lah. lol. mayb when i start working i wont feel this way anymore.

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL!
this helps a bit ok. lol.

gonna go prepare. byebye:D

PHOTOS





me and bestie:D


best chem prac partner. lol.


me and shirley:)

sometimes i hate myself for thinking and worrying too much.

its raining heavily nooow!

suppose to meet flowers for breakfast before mabel goes to work. but its raining heavily now! so i guess its cancelled! going to meet nicolette!

janice and xiaowei's going interview. GOOOOOD LUCK!

everyone's starting to work alrdy. i can only start next week. lol. ive got many days to rot at home!

my lousy com's having problems again. it shuts down on its own sometimes. i need the com to survive! or i'll really rot till maggots come find me.

photos!




NETBALL GIRLS!


me and nicolette :D


BYEBYE (:


when can my brain ever stop thinking too much?

HELLOOOOO!
my lousy com works! lol.

21.11.06
grad high tea was great. we went lileen's hse in the morning. her sisters helped us make up, do our hair and nails. i was pms-ing and feeling uncomfortable. so i cried like shit. lol they've got good mascara. i was really mentally unsound that day.

we were late! we went to the wrong furama. sat at one corner. lol. everyone looks so good. took lots of photos!
we sang our sch song the last time. so saddddd!

after that we cabbed down to PS. went for movies then stood outside MOS for quite long b4 we went home because we decided nt to go in. lol.

YTD went hgmall with nicolette, janice and mabel. watched a little The Grudge on youtube at mabel's hse.
damnnnn scary. it feels good to scream sometimes. lol.

i realise my eyes are a bit swollen. and ive got eyebags! nt enuff sleep i guess.

so, weiqi forgot to tell us that the bbq is changed to 10dec. lol. she's sooo blur.
gonna pack my table today! darn messy.

PHOTOSSS!



at lileen's hse


lileen, siti, me


me.soonhwa


flowers with YJ


pretty ladies




me and tuckkk


coach!



me and char




me and my mama. lol.


nicholas!


me and rayson


nadou!


pretty weiqi


with hs


kj and janice!




me . alex


me . BC


me . kimwee


patrickkk


mr nice guy.










funny guy. lol.




J.A.M


me and hot sam


FLOWERS :D




ELEVEN PLUS! :D


i think i look weird in some photos. lol.
more photos with lileen and nicolette!


BYEBYE! :)

for some reason, i cant sign in to my msn and some page like photobucket just wont load. it took damn long to load this page. lol.

im not planning to stay up late tonight cause i watched a bit of horror on youtube with mabel and lileen just now.
and i'll be sleeping alone cause my sis's staying over at her bf's hse.
shitttt.

class bbq tmr, ton-ing at mabel's hse after that :D

ive got things to blog abt and photos to upload. but i can only do them tmr morning if my lousy com works.

goooooodnight :)



some things are meant to be kept deeeeep inside.

interview cancelled!

going to meet nicolette and flowers soon!

then going mabel's hse to watch the grudge 2 with flowers + nightmare tonight :D

will post the pics we took ytd tonight!

BYE! :D

BAD news

• im not very used to my hair
• i spent a lot a lot of money
• and im very broke now
• i cant walk naturally on my heels
• im afraid my dress will drop. LOL.
• interview on wed. i scared. lol.
• period's coming. pimples are popping

GOOD news

• olvl's over!
• grad high tea's tmr!
• bought new shoes!
• bought new heels!
• new belt!
• new bangle!
• new bag!
• ive got a job!
• we're doing manicure tmr!

been going town these 5 days. im so tired of walking now. haha. going lileen's hse tmr morning. her sisters are helping us make up and do our hair. yaaay :D

watched Snakes On A Plane with lileen at my hse. damn gross. i hate snakes now. lol.

gonna go play with bunnies :D

byebye! (:

Just Married Soundtrack - You Set Me Free

Can't you see?
There's a feeling
That's come over me
Close my eyes
You're the only one
That leaves me
Completely breathless
No need to wonder why
Sometimes a gift like this
You can't deny

'Cause I wanted to fly,
So you gave me your wings
And time held its breath
So I could see, yeah
And you set me free

There's a will
There's a way
Sometimes words
Just can't explain
This is real
I'm afraid
I guess this time
There's just no hiding, fighting
You make me restless

You're in my heart
The only light that shinest here in the dark

'Cause I wanted to fly
So you gave me your wings
And time held its breath
So I could see, yeah
And you set me free

When I was alone
You came around
When I was down
You pulled me throug
hAnd there's nothing that
I wouldn't do for you

'Cause I wanted to fly
So you gave me your wings
And time held its breath
So I could see, yeah
And you set me free

went bugis, wisma then far east today! xiaowei bought her dress too.
i think i gonna just wear my sis one. i just hope i wont look weird wearing that to MOS. lol.

we've yet to buy shoes! mayb on sunday. sure walk till legs damn tired again.

im tired. im going to slp after this. goodnight! (:

PHOTOS!

















my super cute muffin!


















me and my mummmmmy.


















look! we're wearing the same top! we really really dint arrange this.



















i love christmassss!


Name 13 of your friends that you can think of now.
01. xiaowei
02. janice
03. lileen