Saturday, June 30, 2007
wriggledwithlove
sch was very fun today! everybody's so chatty :D
took many photos, but i havent got them yet.
am really really tired ytd & today, plus my cramp's killing me, so i think i'll blog properly tmr! with photos i hope.
(:
Thursday, June 28, 2007
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yaay glad today is over :D
love tmr because there's only S&W & CATS lessons.
somehow looking forward to tmr's S&W's vball training. thought it'll be like 8am in the morning. i just feel like playing and sweating. & hope it'll make my pms go away or sth.
met janice, xiaowei, huijuan & teckyong after sch at hgmall. talked and gossipped before i went to look for rayson and ys at hgplaza. played poool then home for dinner!
suddenly i have sooo many tutorials, quizes and reports to do. accumulated from the weeks before hol till now.
tried doing some of it. and i give up because i'm very tired and im turning in after blogging!
serious moodswings and have been showing a lot of them to rayson. hahah i must have been the worst gf on earth. im so sry baby!
got my class tee and we all love it.
white & red. name & register no. adidas & dry fit.
but its TOOOOOO BIGGGGG.
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
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had a great run with renfeng & weiting! we're gonna do this every tuesday :D
lessons today were BORING.
hate EIS and that bloody tcher. i hate him that much.
somethings require everybody's effort. if i could do it alone, i'll sure do it. but the problem is i cant. its not like i didnt try and i dont see why i shld give a damn abt everything when the others dont. AT ALL.
went PS to help my mum get her stuffs then kpool to see rayson for a few min. after that i went mac to look for janice xiaowei mabel (:
oh pms is scary. cried like shit. and janice asked me to dry my tears using the hand dryer. hahaha that made me laugh.
i need more of rayson's and mabel's big, cosy hugs ):
lesson at eight tmr. 3hrs of COIP and 2hrs of that damn EIS is gonna be super boring. raaah.
in love with polka dots!
b & me (:
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
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first day of sch. mixed feelings. getting back to books is sian!
but its nice to be with my classmates, study tgt, crap and just hang ard again.
still not in the mood to study, so i was slacking away today.
after sch went dover to meet tuck, hs, kaming, mx & gang and headed home tgt. mx is such a joker. he makes me laugh a lot!
had dinner with rayson! :D
going sch early for a run and play balls (and i mean vball & netball) with renfeng and weiting!
gonna have a good sweat tmr ((:
might be going TP to pay rayson, janice and girls a visit on wed!
janice, xiaowei and mabel is coming NP on thursday :D
chan yt has my ugliest ugliest photo and i swear im gonna ignore him for the rest of my life if he ever post up on his blog. DONT TRY ME OKAY YT.
you know i love you best friend :D
my sis & i were discussing abt PMS and i found this on net.
Pre-menstrual syndrome involves physical changes and mood changes related to menstruation.
It usually starts during the 2 weeks leading up your period and stops within 3 days of your period starting.
Symptoms of pre-menstrual syndrome include mood swings (including anxiety, depression, irritability or aggression), fatigue, difficulty concentrating, food cravings, changes in libido (sex drive), fluid retention, bloating (such as ankle swelling or a feeling of weight gain), skin changes, breast swelling or tenderness and headache.
PMS sucks.
Monday, June 25, 2007
wriggledwithlove
work today was PEACEFUL (:
work starts at 830am rather than the usual 10pm for the next 5 sundays!
damn early! my workplace is at jurong okay!
just realise ive been woking at tienhsia for 6mths plus alr. got so attached to the people there and working at tienhsia is good money. what makes me feel like quiting is the responsibilities i have to take and the nonsense from the parents.
anw, met rayson for dinner after work then home!
my sister has been staying out late recently, which makes me wanna do the same very much. though she's twenty and im SEVENTEN, i have every intention to stay out late sometime this year. waha.
now i know why i enjoy reading so much. it makes me feels like im in another world. i think i could read all day. A Place Called Here is putting a lot of questions into my head. but its nth negative! just makes my brain process more. hahaha.
you know the feeling of being so helpless. when u very very much want to do sth. and u think so hard what to do, what to say to make things better but NOTHING comes out. i know i would do anything, everything just to make things better. even if it'll only make a little difference, i'd do the same. because some things mean so much to me, they just worth the effort.but yet again certain things are not up to us to decide or control. this makes me feels paralyzed.
ahh sch starts tmr. dreadful~
still in the holiday mood! raaaaaah!
edison's my all time hottie :D :D :D
rayson was watching initial D, i was too, and he said
™ [▬►*.» r -ά-Y-§-()- η «.*◄▬] ♥ EILEEEN =) says:
CAR IS MY 2nd LAOPO =D
™ [▬►*.» r -ά-Y-§-()- η «.*◄▬] ♥ EILEEEN =) says:
HAHAH
im gonna remove all 4 tyres of rayson's car in future in case the car upgrade and becomes his 1st laopo. hahahha.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=In5uec02E8U
must see this! the baby girl is damn cute when she goes WHATEVERRRRRR! hahaha.
i love this particular tanktop i bought long ago before i was in love. hahaha.
byee((:
Sunday, June 24, 2007
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weather today is freaking hot!i love the sun and seldom complain abt the weather being too hot, so today is REALLY hot. went amk hub then town with rayson. i bought 5 tops and is feeling ultra guilty & broke. and rayson cheong kept rubbing into it which makes me feel a 100000000000000000 times more guilty. lol.bumped into lileen at hgplaza! havent seen her for so long :Dand she is really monopoly siao. lol.work tmr. rah.i think this is funny.One day, Johnny got so frustrated that he went up to a girl and said, "I'll give you a $100 if you let me screw you."But the girl said NO.Johnny said, "I'll be fast. I'll throw the money onthe floor, you bend down, and I'll be finished by thetime you pick it up. "She thought for a moment and said that she would haveto consult her boyfriend... So she called herboyfriend and told him the story.
Her boyfriend says, "Ask him for $200, pick up themoney very fast, he won't even be able to get hispants down."she agrees and accepts the proposal. Half an hourgoes by, and the boyfriend is waiting for hisgirlfriend to call.Finally, after 45 minutes, the boyfriend calls andasks what happened.She responded, "The bastard used coins!"okay bye!disappointed. not very. just enough to make me wanna cry.
Saturday, June 23, 2007
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went sentosa with less than half of the class today!the number of ppl who went was disappointing, the sun was disappointing.but i didnt intend to get any more tanned for the time being so its still quite okay.guess we still enjoy ourselves, just that it'll be best with EVERYONE ard.spent our day there playing vball, frisbeeeee, captain's ball, chatting, doing forfeits, burying xavin in the sand and soaking ourselves in the sea ((:im enjoying this holiday and really really dont wan it to end so sooon ):like sch starts, everyone gets busy and it'll be harder to meet up with ppl. esp me being in NP with this sucky timetable spoils plans most of the time.i love my dad (:love him for always trying to give us the best he can give and gave us such a warm & happy family :Dthough he sets curfew, always say NO when i wan to stay over outside, being very particular abt closing windows, switches, tissues/cups/or anything else he doesnt like on the living room's table, and sometimes being over protective over his daughters.sometimes my mum gets on my nerves. she couldnt understand what im saying at times and being so stubborn, she doesnt stop to listen to me. and that made me talk to her in a very pek chek tone which made me so guilty after that. hahaha. okay just a lil rants. i love her too.blog is such a good place to rant and say everything. okay mayb not EVERYTHING. its not easy to express what im feeling inside sometimes. i just couldnt open my mouth and SAY IT OUT.feels so childish getting upset over certain issues. and it sure sucks to feel unimportant. really.PHOTOS (:today!
ytd!
the girls (:
:D
byeeeee!
Friday, June 22, 2007
wriggledwithlove
yaaay today's class gathering was great :D
it feels super good to see everyone again after so long (:
and and steamboat is nice:D
except that some ppl couldnt make it. like lileen, shihui and a few more.
its totally enjoyable!
we walked all the way from our eating place to the mrt station. the guys took the lead and made us walk the long waaaay. it took us soooo long to get to the station! though its kind of fun to walk as a class through those erm creepy places :D
and yuentuck is nice enough to walk me home:D
ive got a nice bestfriend! hahaa.
i think i like this face :D
:D :D :D :D
it makes me happy :D
sentosa tmr with 1Lo3!
this is my erjie
random: im missing rayson tonss!!
Thursday, June 21, 2007
wriggledwithlove
hello! today was good :D
went rayson's place then hgmall to meet tuck, amelia, elleen and lester.
ate dinner, crapped and went home. lester's such an asshole. hahahha.
take a look at mabel's blog. i find it very funny and it brings back memories. i look so spastic & ugly in the photos. hahaha.
and i cant wait for tmr :D
this is yt.
this is also yt and i prefer this more. hahaha
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
wriggledwithlove
hello :D
went to nicolette's place again because my sis wants to dye & highlight her hair.
and i dyed my fringe a darker colour so its not so gold now! the back's still the same.
im happy and very much more comfortable :D
im trying to change some bad habbits and be good like putting my clothes back nicely after trying them, spending money wisely and not misplacing things. trying. hahaha.
but its certainly nt easy to be not careless/ clumsy/ blur all the time.
im talking to janice weeeeee now. i love to talk to her much. crappy most of the time, but we talk abt SERIOUS stuffs too. and we're gonna take 87 tgt to cp this coming thursday :D
janice, im really glad WE MOVED ON. lol. we can laugh all we want at it now.
*LICKS YOU TILL U'RE WET, REALLY REALLY WET
my ba gei bf & me
bye (:
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
wriggledwithlove
my happy pills (:
my craaazy girl!
we took this for a purpose which im lazy to explain. but its darn funny:D
went sch for project, then dinner, then met up with janice, xiaowei and mabel.
love them like hell :D
rayson's making me laugh a lot on webcam. he always make this really retarded face i cant help but to laughhhhhhhhhhh out loud. lol.
sentosa changed to friday! oh im so looking forward to it cause i know it'll be so so fun :D
and thursday's steamboat with E3. HOHOHOH :DD
finally packed my very very very untidy wardrobe with my sister just now. its so neat now:D and im very proud of myself. hahaha. found so many lost clothes! threw away a mountain of clothes too. lol.
its 1.28am now and im so tired after so much laughing & packing. so im turning in SOON. hehe bye :D
Monday, June 18, 2007
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im back from work! stil alive and kicking :Devery sat & sun i feel like quitting. but every monday after i got over the stress & everything i think working is good. $__$anw, im feeling so much happier than i was just now. i felt so horrible earlier on.my bank acct fluctuate ard $100 to $300. and rayson says he's gonna make me save till 1k! hahah like its sooo easy. im suffering alr.so, i was telling xiaowei i'll treasure her cause i had a bad bad nightmare abt her dying. u know how scary was that? and how sad i was?! i woke up crying like shit. hahah. not that i wont treasure any of my friends if i nvr dream of them dying laaaaah.XIAOWEI says:
i think i miss youhahaha so sweeeeeet :D i miss this crazy laughing partner lots too :D we laughed for nth at kbox the other day AGAIN. oh miss all my girls too! MAMA MABBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB, JANICE DARRRRRRRRRRRRR, LILEEN BESTIEEEEEEEEEEE!will get to see them soon :Dnext week will be a busy busy week. project tmr. sentosa with L103 on tue, pa tor with rayson on wed, 4E3 gathering at marina south on thursday!yaay so looking forward to see everyone again. i havent seen many ppl for soooo long. tuck tuck tuck show me ur sexy tummy soon. lol. am reading A Place Called Here. addicted!hhahaha im off to bathe then webcam with rayson. HEHE :Dbyebye:Doh hell yeah, im a JFREAK.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
wriggledwithlove
today is saturday!
work tmr. so not looking forward to it.
went play pool with rayson and ys today. played a lil cause hm, i dont really play pool. hahah. enjoy watching more.
doing project on monday & sentosa with L103 on tue!
i love swings!
and i love my boyhuend a lot. we love to pa tor :DDD
Saturday, June 16, 2007
wriggledwithlove
helloooo :Di had a hair cut and did sth to my hair at nicolette's place today. its so gold now ):my dajie says it not bad although it looks a bit liannnn. but suprisingly my mum says it not lian! rayson says its okay too. but ive got a feeling i'll dye it back to some dark colour someday. my hair's condition is like very bad and that what's stopping me from dying it back SOON.okay so now im going through this erm, struggle. from sec 2 till now. on off, on off. and now its back. thinking about me, my life & this world. so many things going through my mind. not feeling good abt certain facts i cant change, not feeling good abt how realisic this world is and how i hate to admit life dont always go the way we wanted it to be.negative thinkings are bringing me down. not that ive nvr tried not thinking. ive tried, i really did tried. mayb not hard enough. but im still trying. to put positive thinkings into my head and convince myself everything's so great i need not worry abt anything.but its not easy. at least for me its not. i just realise its so difficult to put what im feeling inside into words. and everything ive mentioned is just 20% of what im having inside. rah.ANW, went blading with nicolette. really nice to talk & just spend time with her :Dwent rayson's place to finish the DVD we rented before meeting her. he had to go for bbq and i was too early to meet nicolette, so i went to the swing near my hse :D i couldnt go home anw, cause i left my keys at home =Xit feels good to feel like you're so high up & like you're flying.i love bus rides with my mp3.i love being on a swing with my mp3.i love lying on my bed with my mp3.i love listening to my mp3 with rayson.i love my mp3.photos ytd (:
i'm turning in soon cause im really, really, really tired.goodnight (:
Thursday, June 14, 2007
wriggledwithlove
mabel & eileen failed terribly. dint run in the end. and i gained weight.
and and im feeling hungry now. just let me die.
went rayson's place & watched House of Wax. my 3rd time watching i think. i know which part to cover my eyes. lol.
okay, so i need to pack my wardrobe like real soon. because 1) it upsets my mum when she walks into my room. 2) i cant find my clothes alr.
okay bye.
give me some.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
wriggledwithlove
kbox from 12 noon to 7pm with mabel & xiaowei. 7hrs of kbox is hmm fun at the start & tiring at the back. hahah. shopped ard at amk hub & had dinner at mac :Di love my girls :DAND I FORGOT TO HUG MABEL.eileen declares that she shall not eat mac for two weeksim going jogging with mabel tmr morning. yes im feeling very fat. kill me, somebody just kill me.
HAHAHA, mabel was trying to be that laosai guy!!
bought nice stickers :DD
okay bye :D
love the feeling of you lying so close next to me & giving me a kiss on my head <3
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
wriggledwithlove
i finally got to talk to nicolette after so long :D on phone but we'll meet up this fri :D
i love nicolette ng!
going kbox with mama mab & xiaowei tmr. havent sing for a long time. hahah. im so gonna get a big hug from mama tmr :DD
went sentosa with rayson today. going with my girls one of the days and L103 next week too. sentosa siao. haha. went vivo, saw huijuan & janice dar.
photos:
field trip!
my lil boy at work :D
we love mango ice :D
love!
my love (:
Monday, June 11, 2007
wriggledwithlove
Jesse Mcartney - Because You Live
Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice calls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it though every storm
What is life, whats the use if your killed inside
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live
Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive
Because you live, I live, I live
Sunday, June 10, 2007
wriggledwithlove
today was great with rayson.
watched shrek 3, had super nice fondue, shopped ard a lil and headed to my hse to watch 200pounds beauty. the female lead is hot!
okay so now i know the thinking of a guy & a girl is so different. so different it worries me.
yes, eileen thinks a lot. nvr changes.
im feeling fat & ugly. pimple outbreak. no my period just ended. i think its insufficient slp & water. rah. i wan facial~
work & mango ice tmr!
MY LOVE! nt forgetting my dearest xiaowei :D
my best friend, my best mama
xavin & anand
:DD
<3