oral today was okayyyy. think i screwed up the picture description part. but the conversation and the passage reading was ok. Ms Hidaya was nice. not as scary as i thought. conversation part we laughed and chatted liek friends. haha.

went Mutts and Mittens after that with weiqi, mabel and lileen after that. there are many many stray and abandoned cats and dogs. i couldnt stand the smell at first lah. but after that i smell nth cause i got used to it alrdy.

the dogs are super cute! we played with them, took them out for a walk den let them swim in the pool. i was "bloody" so didnt go down and swim with them. one of the dogs vomitted after swimming. lol. den we started singing to the dogs. one of them responded and sang along. lol.

some dogs there are sick, some are abandoned cause they dun look really cute. i saw one with only 3 legs. so poor thing! there are dogs that are super big too. one looked like cow. scary. haha. took a lot of pictures!

the people there are nice too. esp Cohen, the boss there. very friendly and trust us a lot. we stayed in the shop playing with his Star Dog, KOMMY for a loooong time. she knows how to Play Dead very well. were very crazy in that room. kept laughing and doing stupid things. had fun :D

was really tired after the trip there. half dead by the time i reached home. slept all the way till dinner time.

dinner tonight was great. probably bcause im starving like hell since afternoon. waha. icecream for desert. :DD

tmr school for AMATHS. siaaaan. :(












going home!























the dog with three legs :(











candid!








































KOMMY KOMMY











awww~ so cute!












lileen tried to kiss her.




























I LOVE KOMMY











thats mabel and BANDIT












there are rabbits too! thats mabel. lol.












shiok.























lileen loves dogs!












that horny dog. lol.












2mth old puppy
















me and my fav BANDIT!


















































that's OSCAR.














MUFFIN's such a fortunate rabbit. haha. i love her so much! watched tv with her ytd. lol.

ohya, i must mention this. I LOVE JANICE WEEEEEEEE! lol.

BYEBYE :DD

chinese olvl paper today! paper 1 was okay but paper 2 is much much tougher. bet i wont do well. just pray hard i wont need to retake. a2 is all i need. haha.

compass, had mac for lunch, walked ard a bit den went home alrdy.

tmr's english oral. hope i wont stammer too much. lol. i hate the picture description. and im first! stresssss.

im hooked on reading. lol. reading another book my sis borrowed. nice nice. and hope it helps on my english.

im so hooked on HAAGEN DAZS too! cant stop eating. its damnnnnnnnn nice! :DDD

today's my ahma's bday! didnt know until evening my mum called. did a card for her. CAKE tonight! i hope its chocolate :D

tmr going Mutts and Mittens with weiqi, lileen and mabel. its somewhere with dogs and i think we're gonna play and bath them. hoho, shld be fun!

im off for my very nice icecream :D
BYEBYE!
sometimes i just DUN UNDERSTAND. sometimes I JUST HATE YOU.

grrrrr >: (

tuition this morning is ok. as usual i feel stupid doing amaths. lol. cause i cant finish a question on my own. :/

went home had lunch, watch Kang Xi Lai Le on Youtube and started reading for the rest of the day. read chinese model essays and my that very nice storybk. most of the time reading my that storybk lah. heh. finished it alrdy! dammmmn nice!

went ntuc with my mum just now. bought lots of JUNK FOOD. chocolates, tidbits, biscuits and and and! HAGAN DAZ STRAWBERRY ICECREAM! it cheered me up. oh, i so enjoy eating it :DDD

my table is darn messy now. lazy to pack! mayb during the hol i will. haha.

gonna watch Singapore Idol! :DD

GOOD LUCK and JIA YOU for the chinese paper tmr! All The Best! :DD

byebye (:
i do not wan to sound like some girl so desperate for love. but i admit i wan ur attention, and most imptly, ur love.

i feel gooooooood today :D

breakfast with ahma and sis at hgmall this morning. then went library and borrowed a nice book. bout a girl living with 7 guys, 5 who are hunks. and she fell in love with one of them. Romance again. hoho, i like! book Dumb Love is readable, but quite boring.

stayed at home for the rest of the day. read that storybk and im finishing it soon. hoho. tmr must read more chinese essays alrdy. MONDAY IS COMING! i need inspiration on mon. haha.

tuition tmr without lileen :(

i'm craving for Milk Tea now!

BYEBYE :D
i miss

HELLO :D

got back my report book. Mrs Chia said i'm weak. lol. 12th in position in class. i think our class really did badly.

after school we decided to go mabel's hse to cook our own meal. went hgmall first, den her hse. we cooked Potato Salad, Fries, Butter Rice, Eggs and Mushroom Chicken Soup! yummy. but the fries are too salty. had so much fun while we cook. laughed sooooo much!

sat and ate together, talk and we laughed. took video and did many stupid and very funny things. watch the videos for many times and we still laugh like mad. after that they tried to abuse and rape me. horrible ppl. lol.

ard 5 on our way back, played at the fitness corner. had lotsa fun. it feels really good when the wind comes blowing onto ur face.

this shall be a very happy secondary school life memory that will be kept in our hearts. at that very happy moment when we were all laughing, i wished we could stay this way forever. stucked at this particular day. friends can give you love too! i love them sooo much :D

lileen's going genting soon later at night! we'll miss her!
KHOO LILEEN. be careful! rmb to come back!


photos! :D











hg mall

janice and me :D

spot janice and me. lol.

muffin! my love :D

horrible fries! too salty!

our meal! :DDD

more pictures with mabel and xiaowei! :)

shall blog again soon! tmr's SATURDAY and tmr will be a good day! BYEBYE :DD

numb. i forgot how it feels like.....i hate you

being addicted to such shows like Er Mo Zai Shen Bian is not a good thing. haha. all i wan to do now is to finish the whole show. and and and! im left with the last episode! :DD
im so exicited to know what the ending will be like. although i alrdy know its a good one. hohoho.

school's ok today. Mrs Gibson took our class for english today. she can speak much much better than Ms Lee. the way she talks is very encouraging. felt more comfortable listening to her. Ms Lee always "urmm urmm urmm" hear until sian -____-

after sch lunch at hg plaza. den walk home in the rain. mabel was really nice to accompany me. lol.

tmr get report book alrdy. not looking forward to get it, cause i know i didnt do well. teachers are constantly reminding us that our class is the worst compared to all the express classes. that didnt sound nice. and it adds pressure. :(

yeaaaaaahh, tmr will be a short day! lileen's going genting tmr night! i know i'll miss her. she's not going tuition on sunday!
im excited bout my Macau trip too. though its still long before it comes. haha. SHOPPING. :DDD

TMR WILL BE A GOOD DAY!
BYEBYE :D
to me, life now is a torture.
slowly, killing me

only had lessons for chemistry and amaths today. we were slacking away during the other lessons, like Miss Lee's lesson. lol.

after school went hg mall for lunch, den went home alrdy! can sleep late tmr! :D
hope we wont skip PE. its time to exercise! and we miss Mr Jong. hahah.

sometimes i wonder of other ppl think as much as i do, or more than me? or mayb im the only one who is too free? i realise i always talk to myself. lol. not out loud, but just inside. am i sick? lol.

was talking in class with the girls abt us being dead and who we want to attend our funeral. lol. i wan the whole class and every single friend to attend. but i swear i wont haunt them.

its like so hard to imagine how our life will be like in future. who knows we'll become blind or anything like that. i feel i wont live long, mayb because i really cannot visualise my life in future. lol.

i wanna be stuck at this age forever. sixteen, seventeen or eighteen. i dun wan to be in my mid twenties, working hard and worrying bout having a boyfriend if i dun have one and worrying if i have friends to celebrate my birthday with. and and and it wont be as fun! when we still can go crazy, doing those very childish stuffs that a lady in her mid twenties will nvr thought of doing.

OHOHOHOH. TV TIME.

BYEBYE!

btw,
http://www.blogspot-dot.blogspot.com/
the flowers' blog. lol.
<3


Love can touch you one time, and last for a Lifetime.

everything happens for a reason
all i can do is to endure. one day, it'll go away.

school's fine today~ chinese mock exam was boring. many more to go. and olvl chinese is on monday!! lucky can retake. though i really hope i wont need to. A2, and i'll be happy enough. lol.

went cp with SIX and the girls. how nice if nicolette is ard. den it'll be 11 plus! miss her loads! ate KFC, bought lollipops den walk ard. went home after that.

reached home and started watching VCDs. that show is suuuuuuuuper nice lah! damn sweet. ok, it DO make me fantasize. lol. i smile while i watch. but this kinda type of things, also dunno real life will happen not. haha. so addicted. feel like staying up to finish watching it.

today is a good day. tmr will be a better day!
LIFE IS GOOD. smile, eileen!

BYE!



I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that i found you
Even though i pretend that i've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one i think about each day
And i know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you
how come it seems to be so hard? so tough?
move on, eileen. MOVE ON.

swimming in the morning with lileen, den tuition. Mr Ang asked me not to be discouraged. lol. reach home and started watching tv alrdy!

have been watching tv for a long long time! watched taiwan series Er Mo Zai Shen Bian. Devil Beside You. lol. the name is weird i know. but its damn nice! super sweet! i just kept smiling and smiling while i watch. but i did not FANTASIZE. i really didnt! lol. im gonna finish watching it soon! 14 more episodes to go!

hmmm actually somehow, i dun like the feeling after finishing an episode or the whole show. i feel like im pulled back to reality, back to my life. no more fairytale. den i'll start thinking bout my life. which sometimes, make me very unhappy. lol. i know i shld learn to be contented with my life.

bored bored bored, cant wait to go to school and have fun with my girls or even having lessons. as least, im occupied.

help me anyone? im tired, i really am.
BYE!

today was fun! girls talk and all. :D

talked a lot, bout friends, guys and stuffs like that. had fun with her lah! i love herrr :D

reached home ard 3, slacked and slept. lol.
dun like the feeling of being home alone now. feel so..... weird and quiet. then i start to think a lot! and i dun like that >: (

tmr's tuition agaaain. i dun wanna disappoint Mr Ang with my results. those girls in my tuition class are super smart from good schools. like Chinese sth sth, St Nic, Tanjong Katong.

yuentuck sent me a song. NICE NICE.
Hips Don't Lie by Shakira, ft Wyclef













:D


stronger. i can i can i can.
byebye! :D

HELLO!

lessons today were ok. first 2 hrs was chinese mock exam. i think my compo's out of point. lol.

after school went cp, den hg plaza for lunch. went to the library! laughed a lot there cuz we saw this very weird guy. lol. we took a photo of him and its with mabel! borrowed a book. Dumb Love. sounds nice right? :D

and that bk is really funny! "Her boobs are so small, you could peel them off from her chest and use them for contact lenses." lol. i thought that was very funny.

after that the girls went my hse and played with the very cute muffin! though xiaowei and janice were screaming away when muffin got close to them. haha. muffin dun bite! REALLY! she's super cute!

sentosa with eunice tmr again! yeahhhh, tanning session and girls talk :D

sunday swimming before tuition with my dearest buddy, KHOO LILEEN. realise we love to sing together in a very weird and funny way. SHE KNOWS WHAT I MEAN :DDD

sudden crave for strawberry ice-cream! hmmmm niceeee~

today is defintely a better day than ytd! and i know every tmr will be better!









more pictures!










i think i look REALLY HAPPY.

:D

eileen, u dun love him anymore.

STAY STRONG. forget.

GOODBYE! <3>

got back my shitty results. esp e.history. i got 16/50. passed SS but history pulled the total down and i failed! failed geog with 44% and amaths with 46%. DAMN. waste my tuition money!

the only subject i can be happy about is my chinese. though my chinese's grade is not very constant. i can FAIL my chinese. u know? and olvl is like so so near!

failed physics. did very badly for practical too. got 5/15. lol. but passed chem, pulled the total up to a pass. :D i cant afford to fail combined science.

obviously im not happy bout my results. all i can do is to STUDY HARD now. can someone give me MOTIVATION? i need that badly. -_____-

MT mock exams from mon to thurs. siaaaaaan!

GOODBYE!
give up, stop thinking, stop loving.
i can, and i will. Smile, eileen.
HE can. why cant YOU?

BACK!

trip to Sentosa with the girls was REALLY fun! not really tanned. a little red only. hahah. but had lotsa fun and took many photos!

meet up at hg mall ard 10, bought drinks and everything, took mrt, changed bus and we reached sentosa! started playing with the diff drinks. we mixed many diff kind of drinks together and the unlucky one have to drink it all.

I HATE PINEAPPLE JUICE. and lileen was really nice to add so much of THAT into the drink im gonna drink. lol.

after that drinking game, we went into sea, soaked ourselves. piggy backs, water war, swimming. SUN TAN! but i wasnt tanned. lol.

ard 3 we left, went farrer park. POOLING! played one out of the two games. den went kovan. went home after eating! SUPER TIRED NOW.

ohya, i fell down ytd while blading with nicolette and yt! it really hurts. sea water helps? haha. it hurts a lot when i first went down the sea. after that i felt nth.

tmr's school day! im worried bout my results! bet i wont do well. just pray hard i wont do TOO BADLY.


A LOT of photos. upload till i sian -____-
more photos with mabel. her blog will have more!





after bathing. bored, so took many photos like this. haha.






































pretty lady








mabel LOVES me! :D





























ok, this was planned.












mabel took this












we're pointing at the ship, in case u all cant get it. lol.











see that thing that sticks out? lol












very artistic right! mabel's the photographer.












on our way!









































best buds!












janice and ME














ZHAO CAI MAO
































































my dearest!









I LOVE THEM ALL! :DD










specially for JANICE WEE



































nice fishballs, MABEL TAN













pooooool










:DD













my ling darr!










at home!





































































BYEBYE! :D