HELLO! :D


am using my sis's very laggy com again. the computer man came and took my cpu away ytd. i think sth's burnt inside. use this com use until very pek chek. takes me a long long time just to sign in msn and come to this page. grrr.

prelims starting soon!
i hope i'll be able to focus and study for long. im always distracted by the stuffs on my table. or i'll start scribbling and drawing on my notebk.
and i still hate maths very much :(

going airport to study with the girls soon :)
byebye

Mandy Moore - Cry

I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended too soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

The moment that I saw you cry

It was late in september
And I've seen you before
You were always the cold one
But i was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

I wanted to hold you
i wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything, all right

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

this song makes me think the movie A Walk To Remember
this movie damn nice! love it :D

A1- Tomorrow

You used to say that everyday.
We will always be this way.
Flying angels lifting high to reach the sun were i belong.
Girl you know you are the one.
Above the clouds i see you cry.

You know that when you smile.
You stop the rain and we will be together. once again.

Although i'm gone, remember me.
Please be strong i'll never leave.
Just hold on, to the memories.
Coz while i'll here, all i'm thinking about is tomorrow.

I'll always know the love you've shown.
Means i'll never be alone
There'll be times you wonder why.

But seeing you with someone new.
Used to make me feel so blue.
But know i'm with you, all the time.

You know that when you smile.
You stop the rain and we will be together. once again.

Although i'm gone, remember me.
Please be strong i'll never leave.
Just hold on, to the memories.
Coz while i'll here, all i'm thinking about is tomorrow.

From the moment that i looked into your eyes.
All of my life i thought i'll be there.
By your side, i wish i'll took the time to find the words to say.

You know when you stop the rain.
And we will be together once again.

Although i'm gone, remember me.
Please be strong i'll never leave.
Just hold on, to the memories.

Coz while i'm here, all i'm thinking about is tomorrow



im too lazy to blog. and my com gives out a weird smell. so i better stop using before it explodes. i dun wanna die!

i love windy days! :D

byebye :)

ALOHAAAAA!

tuition today was boringggggggg. thk god there's lileen.
was feeling sick during tuition. but im alright now. haha i think its MATHS that's making me sick.

lunched with lileen, mabel, xiaowei, janice and huijuan. walked ard then huijuan and janice went to study, lileen, xiaowei, janice went to meet shihui to watch MABEL'S KUNK training. i went home! and im gonna slp after i finish blogging.

ytd was fun, went east coast with the girls, ivan and derrick. i CYCLED! very very fun! and i realise rollerblading is more tiring.
went home, took a short nap then meet nicolette. went heeren with her for dinner. ate some good food then we went home~ enjoyed enjoyed :)

will blog again when im free! and not lazy =X
byebye! :)



me and nicolette :D








me and janice. we gonna buy that head band together someday. lol.



i love the girls! :DD



Skye Sweetnam- Tangled Up in Me

You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl who's kicking the coke machine
I'm the one that's honking at you cause I left late again

Hey! Hey! Hey!

Could you see I want you by the way I push you away, ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction
Yeah! Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me

You wanna know more, more, more about me
Gotta know reverse phsychology
I'm the reason why you can't get to sleep
I'm the girl you never get just quite what you see
Hey! Hey! Hey!

Could you see I want you by the way I push you away, Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction
Ya! Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me

You think that you know me
You think that I'm only
When everything I do is only to get tangled up in you

You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl that's sweeping you off your feet
Hey! Hey! Hey!

Could you see I want you by the way I push you away Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction, Ya!
Hey! Hey!

Get tangled up in me

happy day! :)

amaths mock exam today. time flies when im doing maths. but i still hate maths. haha.

chem crt ended really early today! so me, janice and xiaowei fooled ard and took pictures. hahaha laughed a lot. we did many stupid things.

ate sushi for lunch/dinner just now. now, im craving for chocolate BOOST.

going night class later!

and east coast park tmr after chem mock exam :D

photos photos!















we fell~



box 4 and 7! MY HOUSE! hoho.







im her photographer

janice WEEEEE

Celine Dion - Just Walk Away

I know I never loved this way before
And no one else has loved me more
With you I've laughed and cried
I have lived and died
What I wouldn't do just to be with you
I know I must forget you and go on

I can't hold back my tears too long
Though life won't be the same
I've got to take the blame
And find the strenght I need to let you go
Just walk away

Just say goodbye
Don't turn around now you may see me cry
I mustn't fall apart
Or show my broken heart
Or the love I feel for you

So walk away
And close the door
And let my life be as it was before
And I'll never never know

Just how I let you go
But there's nothing left to say
Just walk away

There'll never be a moment I'll regret
I've loved you since the day we met
For all the love you gave
And all the love we made
I know I've got to find the strenght to say

Just walk away
Just say goodbye
Don't turn around now you may see me cry
I mustn't fall apart
Or show my broken heart
Or the love I feel for you

So walk away
And close the door
And let my life be as it was before
And I'll never never know Just how I let you go
But there's nothing left to say

Just walk away

Fine day! :)

amaths mock exam today. kaming said its easy. but i thought it was okay only.
im so tired now and im gonna go sleep soon.

i finished Where Rainbows End alrdy. this book is nicee! and i like it a lot~ its a happy ending! :D
although i wouldnt wan to end up like that woman in the story. she found her true love only when she's 50.

im so sorry i havent been replying tags or tagging ppl's tagboard. ive been VERY lazy, and im always rushing.

tmr will be a better and happy day! :D



Celine Dion - When I need You

When I need you
Just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so want to give you
Its only a heart beat away

When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

Miles and miles of empty space in between us
A telephone can't take the place of your smile
But you know I won't be traveling forever
Its cold out, but hold out and do like I do

When I need you
Just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so want to give you babe

Its only a heartbeat away
It's not easy when the road is your driver
Honey, that's a heavy load that we bear
But you know I wont be traveling a lifetime
It's cold out but hold out and do like I do

Oh I need you
When I need you
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

When I need you
Just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so want to give you
Its only a heart beat away

hihihihi :D

havent been updating as frequently because im lazy, i dunno what to update and most of the time is because my sister is using the com. i wan a laptop when i go poly!!

eng oral today! the teacher asked me many qns :( and i think i read the passage too fast alrdy!
was super nervous at first, but chatting with corinne and fathinah helped a lot. had fun chatting with them :)

amaths mock exam tmr. tried doing some maths just now, but i couldnt concentrate. im not feeling goooood. not feeling depressed, but just not good. and i blame it on PMS. or mayb im just tired. ohhhh i really dunno :(

tmr is thursday! sci practicals again. i like chem practical more because i can talk and walk ard. haha. there's always this very tense atmosphere during physics practical. and we cant talk!

i had a very weird dream last night. its about this enq, x(x+2) getting married. lol.
i seriously hope i'll be in love with maths.

im going to play with muffin alrdy!
BYE!


Depression is so, very scary

life's good!

except for those times when i'm having cramps, when i do maths, when i dun have enough sleep, when im feeling shitty for unknown reasons.

got back mt olvl results. i was super nervous when i sat down there waiting to know my grade. and that xiaohuang took a super long time to find my name!! i was darnn nervous. nervous cause i have expectations. and im happy i got an A2~ :D

sometimes i feel that sleeping is a waste of time. cause u sleep for soooooo many hours. but the feeling of sleeping is also soooo nice that i cant help it but to sleep moreeeee. lol. i sleep a lot.

and im damn tired now! tuition tmr then studying with the girls :D
im gonna do maths maths maths that i hate so much.
there'll be lileen and janice to help me! hohoho.






























































lovelovelove! i miss going sentosa!
sixflowerss shall go again after olvl :D

byebye!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!
i love singapore! :D

reached home, bathed, meet janice at hg mall. shopped for stuffs then went mabel's hse. sudden celebration at her hse.

ate PIZZA! had fun watching ndp and singing songs together :D
with aircon, food and drinks. shiok shiok.

played mahjong then heart attack after that. super funny. hohoho.

am super tired now. gonna slp sooon!














































today! :D
















SIXFLOWERSS :DDD

more photos!

































































































me and xkenneth! :DD

national day parade was not as nice as previous years. only NPCC's GOH did a GREAT job. the rest are sooooo messy!
the concert was boring!

went cp, ate then we went sengkang park. i was super tired!
reached home and took a long nap. damn shiokk~ hohoho :D

gonna eat dinner soon! staying home tmr i guess. no plans made yet. haha. im gonna finish my bk soon!

Where Rainbows End is a nice bk. i like i like. both my sisters like that bk too. my dajie finished it alrdy. haha tmr's my turn!

took many photos today!











RED RED RED :D










US with GOH :D










ANTI MX grp. hahaha










flowerss!











xiaowei hates that. but we loveee her!
































me and my bestfriend :)


blogger's not very nice today. i'll upload them later!

dinner dinner! :D

just finish watching Be With Me. a movie with 3 stories. i only watched the last story bout this ahma who is both deaf and blind. imagine living in that silent and dark world.
very inspiring. we've got everything she ever wanted but she can never have them for this lifetime.
and she's damn suay lah, her bf died because of nose cancer too.

and yes, i got the message that movie's trying to convey.
im treasuring my sixteen-year-old life now. im trying to enjoy my everyday, thinking positive, avoiding things that will make me unhappy.

and life's so far so good. although sometimes it gets a little tough. but there are always angels to cheer me up :)

school's fine today. and im gonna enjoy tmr :D

byebye! :D

tuition today was okay. i slacked a little.

visited my ahgong after that. he's healthy again and smiling!
shopping with my fam. tiong baru shopping centre then chinatown. my sis bought clothes. the things there not very cheap anw.

blogger is nice to me today, i can upload many photos :D

school tmr! im looking forward to national day and that school holiday :DD
















my SUPERMABEL. she's very strong k!
















miss chin, miss tan and mr chan






























besties!
















SO CUTE RIGHT THIS BOY! we saw him at marina south














this little boy hugged and kissed me! so cuteee! :D





















MIB

































BYEBYE!