Sunday, November 11, 2007
wriggledwithlove
school ytd was fun cos it was norris's bday!dinner with mabel janice xiaowei & lileen was great.lileen's dajie drove us to hgmall. we were too early, so lileen & I had some fries :Domg i love fries + those talks. grinsi am watching australia's next top model on youtube now. and waiting for rayson. i need him to help me on my econs quizzzz.i think pms is acting up again.sometimes i dont understand why people can get so defensive about lil things. why some people can be so insensitive about things. like the way they talk and everything. i dont know if its the way they communicate, if its becos they have their own insecurities or mayb its just the way they live their ife but always being attacked verbally feels like shit. like what the hell did i do to deserve all these shit.yes i know sometimes its just joking ard. i laugh & have fun but there are times things are more than joking ard. jokes are not like that. and its not easy to just take it and be okay with it when ure not in ur best mood, when ure feeling down, when ure feeling like no one cares, feeling like shit, struggling inside & then ure attacked again and again and again u just feel like crying. its feels so ridiculous when ure being nice and then get all those shit. i really dont understand & im so tired of feeling the same way over & over again. so tired of people being nice & mean whenever they want.this is not for anybody. im not even thinking if these make sense. im just pmsing, so im being negative at almost everything. & its okay if nobody understands this big chunk cos i dont really care. i just wan to rant.