Saturday, June 16, 2007
wriggledwithlove
helloooo :Di had a hair cut and did sth to my hair at nicolette's place today. its so gold now ):my dajie says it not bad although it looks a bit liannnn. but suprisingly my mum says it not lian! rayson says its okay too. but ive got a feeling i'll dye it back to some dark colour someday. my hair's condition is like very bad and that what's stopping me from dying it back SOON.okay so now im going through this erm, struggle. from sec 2 till now. on off, on off. and now its back. thinking about me, my life & this world. so many things going through my mind. not feeling good abt certain facts i cant change, not feeling good abt how realisic this world is and how i hate to admit life dont always go the way we wanted it to be.negative thinkings are bringing me down. not that ive nvr tried not thinking. ive tried, i really did tried. mayb not hard enough. but im still trying. to put positive thinkings into my head and convince myself everything's so great i need not worry abt anything.but its not easy. at least for me its not. i just realise its so difficult to put what im feeling inside into words. and everything ive mentioned is just 20% of what im having inside. rah.ANW, went blading with nicolette. really nice to talk & just spend time with her :Dwent rayson's place to finish the DVD we rented before meeting her. he had to go for bbq and i was too early to meet nicolette, so i went to the swing near my hse :D i couldnt go home anw, cause i left my keys at home =Xit feels good to feel like you're so high up & like you're flying.i love bus rides with my mp3.i love being on a swing with my mp3.i love lying on my bed with my mp3.i love listening to my mp3 with rayson.i love my mp3.photos ytd (:



i'm turning in soon cause im really, really, really tired.goodnight (: