a short nap makes my head spin like mad. always feel uncomfortable after waking up from nap.

school sucks today! cause the handsome teacher is not our relief teacher. so disappointing! did chem and physics practical. i feel stress doing physics pract cause we cant talk. so tensed up, and like im gonna be shouted by mr lee anytime if i whisper or what. haha i dun like that.

lunched at hg plaza, then walked ard hg mall.

PE tmr! i love PE but not with mr alan lim. have to pull our socks up high high alrdy. haha.

talked to my erjie just now. she's feeling down and it hurts me to see her cry. i felt like crying too. i realise communication is so, very impt in a relationship. cant go on forever guessing what each other is thinking or hide everything and feeling so miserable. love is blind and love hurts. how true.

im so glad im able to let go. though slowly, which is very, very torturing. but at least i did it :D

gonna rush SS project alrdy. have to finish by tonight! the powerpoint presentation's gonna be a plain one.

BYEBYE!

everything happens for a reason

last epidsode of The Academy is super sad!
i like Wei BoQiao :)
he has dimples too!

was eating dinner and watching while i keep tearing. but i started smiling when i saw my ahma blowing her nose and tearing too.
the scene was really funny cause we're both trying to cry secretly. and it feels weird to cry with my ahma cause we're not that close yet.

anw, school was ok today. 2hrs of maths passed pretty fast. MT is free period as usual. sat ard and talked abt world cup. those handsomes :D

Mrs Ang wont be ard for history lesson tmr! a very handsome teacher will be coming instead. hohoho. history's gonna be fun!

SS project to be handed in by friday. so rush!
gonna go do alrdy.

BYEBYE :)

took a long nap in the afternoon. so i couldnt get to slp now. having lots of random thoughts while trying to get myself to slp.

random thoughts like i have to wait for another 4 years for the next world cup. and by that time, im 20!
ive even planned how im gonna ask my dad for permission to stay out overnight someday after olvl.

and on school life. like how janice and me used to scribble on our wk shts and textbks during chem lessons last year.
how lileen and me used to sing together. we're so crazy.
how ppl drift apart and many many other random stuffs!

and im missing banana and bandit. and lileen misses Pex a lot!
im feeling sleepy alrdy. lol.

GOOD NIGHT! :D

Imagine Me Without You- Jaci Velasquez

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You're the only love I'll need

In my life You're all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me

When I found You I was
I will never leave You, I need You

Imagine me without You
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid
Without You there to see me through

Imagine me without You
Lord, You know it's just impossible

Because of You, it's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without You

When You caught me I was falling
You're love lifted me back on my feet
It was like You heard me calling
And You rush to set me free

When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You

I can't imagine me without You



one of my favourites :)

school starts today. as usual, some lessons make me sleep. like SS, esp when we're covering a very boring chapter.
change of timetable, no more mr see for chem :(
and mr alan lim will be taking us for PE. :/

he caught us talking in the hall during assembly today. i dun think he will have good impressions of us alrdy. lol.

rivervale mall for lunch at KOUFU. sat and talked a lot. about the stuffs we do when we were young. like going naked with my sister and cousin in the big bathroom together, sliding ard with our butts. or act like doctors and nurses asking our soft toys what's wrong with them, and do CPR. lol. it was reallyyyyy fun.

tmr will be a better day i hope! :D

4 hrs of tuition today is terrible! for the first 2 hrs very restless alrdy. the next 2 hrs my brain cannot take it and i start doing things very very slowly.

meet janice after tuition. huijuan, janice, lileen and me went bugis. bought a black puma bag. its a little bigger than my adidas one. i dun like it as much as my adidas one. but its quite cheap so i bought it without much thinking. and and i can share with my sis :D

was shopping halfway when i suddenly miss my mum a lot. lol. not that i havent seen her for a long time, but i dunno why i just feel like going home straight away and watch tv with them. haha. i hugged my mum the minute i saw her. so cosy!

school starts tmr! and soon my sister's having her holiday. gonna book timing for using the com alrdy.

dinner! darn hungry. had a super small cup of soup for lunch only. :/

BYEBYE :)

banana


































lileen and her favourite










































































going tuition!
BYE!

muffin bit the wires of my modem, so i couldnt use the internet ytd. everything's alright now!

ytd the trip to Mutts and Mittens was super fun! with weiqi, lileen and mabel, we cleaned the cages and brought the dogs out to walk. the dogs are very very cute! and i helped to clear the shits too! i was so disgusted cause it really smells bad. overall its very tiring, but we had sooo much fun we dun mind going there again. :D

lileen and janice came my hse today. janice and me wanted to dye back my hair but it doesnt seems to work. had lots of fun bathing together. washing each other's hair. we were laughing non-stop, complaining how funny and tiring it is to wash our hair together like that. lol.

4 hrs of tuition tmr! CAN DIE. after that going bugis with janice, huijuan and lileen.









































the most tiring job of all































my favourite! BANANA!











sth's wrong with blogger AGAIN. will upload next time.

very hungry now. gonna have dinner soon. dinner after eight is not good.

BYEBYE :)

hey eileen's fellow fans! she is unable to blog tonight cos of her cute muffin. her internet got a little problem which will be fixed earliest by tmr. so guys. pls be patience and wait for her to post personally.

her secret secretary signing off.
byes!

took a short nap just now. just finished The Academy. i like Wei Boqiao's tan. hoho.

no school tmr!
going Mutts and Mittens again! with weiqi, lileen and mabel. i so miss the dogs over there. gonna have a great time! :D
mayb i shld try to clean their shits this time. weiqi did that the last time we went. lol.

i rmb a dog that's soooo huge, we thought it looked like a COW. lol. shall take picture of that dog if we see him again!

mayb staying up to watch Japan VS brazil. to watch NAKATA.

ohya, sunday 9pm, channel U, MOVING TARGETS. very nice. got EDISON! nice movie, not only because edison, but also the storyline. must watch must watch!

gooooooodbye!

some things are meant to be kept inside

sch today was normal. geog, ss and amaths lesson today.

played basketball with the guys during our break. lileen, janice, mabel and me VS kaming, yuentuck, alex and hongsheng. was very very fun! the guys were nice enough to give us some chances to cheat. lol. laughed and sweated a lot.

lunched at compass KFC after lessons. janice and me shared a meal. was thinking where to go. thought of playing bb again, but the guys all went home alrdy. so we went outside 7-11 to slack instead.

home now, and im super tired. gonna take a nap again soon!



































































i am ULTRA MAN.

just woke up from my nap! slept for quite long. so shiokkk :D

geography and physics lessons today. did grp work for geog and we kept chatting away. but we did complete our work! mr lee wasnt in the good mood at first. many didnt bring their tys along. he was pissed and asked us to do our tys for the rest of the time. do until i damnnnn sleepy.

hg mall after school. had milo for lunch. cause janice and me are one DIET. lol. im super hungry now. then we went library, borrowed bks and went home!

had many many dreams just now. i cant rmb what it's about. but i can rmb faces. lol. many frm our class. but i dun think its a happy dream. haha.

didnt bet on any matches for today. but i hope argentina wins

gonna eat dinner! looking forward to watch The Academy later :D
i like WEI BO QIAO in that show. huijuan likes him too!
i like his styleeee~ hoho.

byeeee (:

today is a fine and nice day! (:

was only sleepy during english lesson today. physics was fun cause mr lee was super funny! telling us his experiences and all. and the way he talks, acting like a monkey, and even acting like some spastic ppl is just so funny. our whole class had a good laugh. :D

had chem practical. enjoyed, though i was a bit lazy at first. had a lot of time to walk ard and chit chat. mrs gibson took our class for english. i like the way she talks. i feel sleepy cause we had to read some essays.

went hg mall for lunch at long john's. walked ard then went home. laughed a lot as usual. :D

saw the netballers having training today. i miss playing netball! i wanna plaaaaay. though i know mayb i cant do a proper pass or even correct foot works now. and i think i dun have the stamina to play anymore : /

YESS, its indeed PMS. im so glad to know i'm normal for not feeling good at home the past few days. im not sick :D

blogger's having problems again. i actually have more photos of muffin.

we have no money for neoprints. lol.
























muffin waiting for dinner












pretty muff












my sis gave her this












and she tossed it ard. how cute!


























muffin jumped up herself













i love muffin's loopy ears!

i have yet to meet cookie, the other rabbit my sis and her bf shared. my sis say cookie is very cute and much nicer to carry. but i know i wont love muffin any lesser even after i met cookie.

TEEVEE!

BYEBYE :D

school today was okaaaay. one and a half hr for each lesson is toooo long for me. i got so sleepy during english lesson. mr malvin lim came to teach today. i feel sleepy, but at least, he's much better than Ms Anne Lee. lol.

lunched at hg mall KFC today. walked ard and all then went ntuc. bought Johnson's baby bath-peach fresh with vitamin E. lol. smells so nice. love it!

am very very tired now. gonna slp b4 tuition later. having tuition at night today. feels weird after having tuition in the morning every sunday for so long.

sleepy sleepy. byebye :D


for once, im 100% sure i've got over it. *GRINS*

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY! <3

meet lileen and janice at kovan today. ate and did some chemistry hwk. walked ard then went cold storage. was fun, cause we're discussing what type of shampoo or soap smells nice and which one we like. bought some stuffs den we went home.

cooked Fish Maw soup for dinner today. cause my ahma went to play mahjong. so no dinner! the soup was niceee :D

didnt celebrate fathers' day this year. did a card for my dad as usual. i know he'll love it :D

i hope i will have my period soon. cause i'll be happier to know that PMS might be the reason for me being emotional over NTH at times when im alone at home. not that im very depressed and will start crying for no reason. but i just dun feel right.

webcam-ed with nicolette ytd. was damn funny cause she was webcam-ing with someone else too. haha. we just kept crapping and laughing until we're so tired of laughing.

school tmr, somehow miss having lessons. but i know i wont enjoy having lessons for long. havent finish my hwk yet. gonna do some later only if i rmb. lol.

muffin's acting weird these few days. very attitude and like so afraid of being carried. i dun carry her unless my sister's home. i normally just watch tv with muffin only. lol. but we still love her loads. she's such a fortunate bunny!

betting Australia win for the match tonight VS Brazil. no point betting on Brazil cause the odds are damn low. so janice and me decided to try our luck and see if miracles happen. :D

wish us luck :)

there's sth wrong with blogger! i have to retype everything AGAIN. and i cant post photos >: (

met lileen at cp den went sengkang cc to do hwk today. den ard 3 we went kangjie's hse to play mahjong :D

very long nvr play alrdy. used to go to his hse a lot last time with lileen to plya mahjong. haha. had a great time today. laughed, crapped and shouted so much. miss those sec 1 days when we used to do all these like everyday.
ard 7 we left and went home.

i love reading nice books. its just like watching tv. just that u can watch whenever u want. and it get things off my mind. hoho :D
gonna read for hourss tonight.

i so love muffin. she's sooo cute. will post her photos someday :D

im feeling tired. mentally. really.

dinner! byebye :)

MORNING!

couldnt get to slp last night. again. i tot i was VERY tired. but just cant get to slp. played with muffin. then start staring at her hoping she could read my mind. lol. i think she's very disturbed by me. haha. read my bk for a loooong time den went to slp. sms makes ppl sleepy too.

cant control what's happening ard. can do nth but to accept the way it is. which sometimes sucks when its not the way u ever wanted. but u just cant do anything to change it. right right right?
i really hate my brain.
and i hate feeling down, having moodswings or feeling anything negative.
human nature. *shakes head*

ARGENTINA WON! 6-0 :D
i was quite kanjiong for the first 5min. but 6th min first goal alrdy. hoho.
won some money. $10 only ok. i play play only. no big big bets. lol. i can afford to treat u all those 10c kind of seaweed. lol~

my erjie gonna watch soccer at mac with her friends tonight. and she wont be home tonight! i wanna do that too! but bet my dad wont allow. mayb my dajie's staying over at her bf's hse too. left with muffin and me watching tv together. :(

going CP soon to do hwk. hopefully this time we can concentrate. haha. MATHS. i need help. CRT starting soon. last day tmr to sleep in till noon : /
no tuition tmr!

meanwhile, my storybk shall entertain me until its time to go! cause again, im all ready to go!

ohya, i always wonder, who reads my blog. is there any way i can find out?

will blog again soon!

byebye <3

it didnt rain at east coast! and i didnt fall! but we missed a stop and had walk.

the 3 of them cycle while i roller blade. dammnnnnnnnn tired! have to keep up with their speed. i felt like im running. sweat a lot. but i hold onto lileen's bike on the way back. haha. bet i'll have muscle ache tmr. my legs feel weak after blading.

i dun like to cycle. i feel very insecure cycling. so big, so hard to control. i always ride very slowly one. i learnt how to ride a bike only until im ard p5 or p6. and i dun like it. haha. i like roller blading more.

went kovan after that. there's this sugar cane man at kovan's hawker centre who look handsome. we went to sit in front of his shop to look at him. haha. i think he knows it. ate a little den went home.
saw herman and jiaqi. so sweet :D

am very very tired now! later gonna watch argentina's match. THEY MUST WIN. if not my money fly away alrdy. hope i wont get heart attack watching the match. lol.

this is the 3rd post for today alrdy. haha. im blogging a lot!
byebye :D






































channel 55 8pm - The Academy
very nice! :)

shittttttt!

i broke my sister's bottle of lotion while im coming down from my double deck bed. i was still blur when i broke it cause i just woke up. it looks expensive. : /
mayb im fat. that's why i bump onto things.

my dajie is nice enuff to say its ok. but im still feeling super guilty. ):
she's at the doc now. she's sick!

watched soccer with my erjie last night. she got school today. dunno how she gonna survive. she havent been sleeping enuff these few days. WORLD CUP FEVER.

anw, i asked yuentuck to help me bet on Argentina win tonight. hahah. dunno anything bout soccer (except for the handsomes :D) but yuentuck say SURE WIN. he gonna cut down his head for me if Argentina lose. lol. win win win! $_$

going east coast soon. hope the weather is nice. gonna have fun blading with the wind blowing and us laughing away :DD

pray hard i wont fall. bad start of the day tells me to be careful. lol. and hope we can find our way there. i dunno which stop to alight. im a direction idiot. ask lileen. hahah.

craze for EDISON is BACK!

























HOHOHOHO. so handsome right! *melts*

BYEBYE :D

am watching soccer match now. seldom watch soccer matches but im watching because of David Beckham :D
not a crazy fan of his, but i think he's super super handsome! *drools*
Lampard also not bad.

EDISON CHEN best alrdy! i rmb i was so crazy over him when i was sec 2, 3. hahah. now still, but not as crazy. he looks good in Jolin's mtv Mr Q. oohh i so love edison! :D

going east coast with the girls tmr. too bad mabel going genting! will misss her!
tmr can exercise. hoho :D

im going back to watch MY BECKHAM alrdy. :DDD

woke up ard 11 this morning. it feels great to wake up so late :D

lunched at hougang mall with my ahma den went NTUC. too bad she's not my mother. if not i'll be buying lots of tidbits. lol.

spent most of my time reading storybk today. another nice book i found (:
fell asleep and slept for hours. hope i can get to slp tonight : /

i need to pack my table badly. but im lazy. i cant find my stuffs. darn messy. haha. mayb tmr. or next week =X

CRT is starting next week again. feel so lazy to wake up early to tie my hair and put on my contact lenses everyday. hwk not done. rahhhhh!

was reading past chat logs just now. keep smiling to myself cause i realise we talk a lot of rubbish. esp those grp conversations. very funny! we're insane ppl. i love the way we are :D


RANDOM!













me and my darr. lol. <3











long long ago.













me and my bestie :D











such a cute lil boy!











long long long ago.












me and that pig i love!














GOODBYE! :)

HELLO! :D

time flies! the trip im so looking forward to is over. and now, loads of hwk waiting for me. im so dead. havent done any revision at all for this two weeks.

the trip to Macau was ok. all we did is shopping, shopping and more shopping. 1st day is macau, den 2nd and 3rd day in china. china is right beside of macau. walk can reach alrdy. the things there are a lot and very very cheap. but most of them doesnt suit me. their dress sense is different.

i regret not buying any bags lah! its so cheap. like $10-$20. Puma, Nike, Adidas. didnt dare to buy cause i though they look fake. but my cousin say they look almost like real. shld have just bought a few! my aunties bought ard 10-20 handbags each. its THAT cheap!

the ppl there are fierce. esp the taxi drivers! and the ppl there cut queue like everyday eat rice like that. damn pissed off when it keeps happening. grrr.

have to really bargain over there. they set the price like so high. can bargain to more than 2 times lower. im quite proud of my bargaining skill. lol. :DD

what i enjoy most in this trip is the time spent together with my family. we seldom get to spend time together. not even sundays. had fun and enjoyed :D

the plane! wasnt as scary as i though. its just like a bus ride. i was super super bored in the plane! look outside the window also see nth. only on my way back to singapore i saw the moon. round and bright! nice nice :D

slept late last night. was chatting with my sister. i love this kind of little talks. i hope im a stronger person. sometimes, i just dun like the way i think bout certain things and the way i react. or how i feel inside. :(

lunched with the girls at Suki Sushi today. xiaowei wasnt ard :( ate a lot of salmon and chawamushi. damn full now, but i still have dinner to eat. i feel so fat. I MUST GO EXERCISE SOMEDAY. I MUST!

am going to eat dinner and watch tv now! :D







at SUKI











































































































agogo!












macau with my pretty cousin.




































shopping centre.













































































i love my dad's hair. so cooool. lol.




















































my funny uncles.











dun ask me why my hand's like that



























see that butt? my uncle's!












cousins :D















































































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branded PIG











the streets















mum and dad












BYE! :D

p.s: THANK YOU kj!