wrigglewriggle

2010-11-11T06:58:00.000+08:00

Why does this feel so familiar?

2008-12-26T12:01:00.006+08:00

HELLO,i've moved to:

http://wrigglewriggle.livejournal.com/

2008-12-24T12:01:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas in advance!

i'll be back. need to sleep first.

12.14pm

2008-12-23T11:38:00.003+08:00

i spent my whole morning trying to figure out how livejournal works. though mine still looks far from what i wanted but i'm stil trying. there's nothing you cant find from the internet right

went vivo with wee yesterday and got all the xmas presents ready! one of the best part about xmas. i feel so good looking at the wrapped presents. anyway i guess this christmas will be a simple one, nothing crazy. the amount of money left in my bank is pathetic and it'll hit zero very soon like after christmas for sure. must eat grass already.

i havent been sleeping well lately. very irritating. i wake up like 3 or 4 times in the middle of the night. have been a really light sleeper even vibrations from my phone can wake me up. i need sleeping pills man.

hen lazy but i'm still going to swim later! then hang out with janice and mabel after that before going ian's place to drink with the classmate later at night.

ok bye!

12.01pm

2008-12-22T10:21:00.004+08:00

i've been spending most of my sundays with my mum and shopping with her yesterday was damn good as usual. i better treasure all my sundays before i start hating them after i start work on january. another shopping date with wee later. omg shopping is the best and i cant wait to see the pretty lights and xmas trees again

watching too much Gossip Girl and reading too much of the Twilight's series lately. i've been dreaming of the impossible these few days lol.

anyway, this is my Chace baby

omg, *faints

i dont want anything
10.32am

2008-12-21T14:02:00.001+08:00

i think he's cute. though he's quite different from Edward and what i expected lol. plus his messy hair is quite distracting.

2008-12-20T11:57:00.003+08:00

because it seems almost impossible.

went school for Danzation concert yesterday and it was damn cool. we're so proud of cash (: everything ended ard 930pm? the rest left while me, gabriel and ian walked to KAP for dinner (yes late dinner at mac, fat until die). Mitcher came after that and drove us back home. even though i was hoping for something more exciting or dangerous (lol), but the entire ride was pretty enjoyable (: seriously, they're funny!

i seriously know my way home from bukit timah!

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okbye<3>

12.17pm

2008-12-18T22:31:00.007+08:00

"And so, the lion fell in love with the lamb"

Edward Cullen

a really, really nice song:

You know I'm hoping you sing along
I know it's not your favorite song
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
you know that some of us spin again
when you do, you need a friend
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
and I hate to thought of finally being erased
baby that's the best of me

patrick and friends couldnt make it last min so it was just me and tkj. Twilight was damn good! or at least i like it a lot. like i've said, Edward Cullen is way hotter in my imagination but Robert Pattinson was not bad too! though a little too pale in the movie but he's still super charming like omg find me a vampire please! i was wondering how it'll be like if Chace Crawford were to take Edward's role instead hahah waaaa ideal, ideal.

"I could see it in your eyes, that you honestly believed that I didn't want you anymore. The most absurd, ridiculous concept--- As if there were any way that I could exist without needing you."

from Edward to Bella. walao so sweeeet

Seoul Garden for dinner and i ate like 3 days worth of food. i feel like a pig now.

k i'm off to surf the net for more Edward Cullen hahah new dream loverrr

mahjong at kaming's last weeeeeek

11.24pm

2008-12-18T11:45:00.003+08:00

PMSY.

cant wait to watch Twilight later on! with tkj, patrick & a few of their friends.
oh my Edward Cullen <3

2008-12-17T21:34:00.005+08:00

sugar rush

christmas is next week! not sure about the plans on the eve & xmas itself yet but i'm putting quite a bit of hope on having fun on the two days. time flies man. in less than two weeks its gonna be 2009 and in ard 2 mths time i'm turning nineteen.

this holiday seems very, very short. i still have a few things i plan to do (like bake a cake, ecp to skate and finish eclipse which i'm spending forever to finish) but i didnt have the time yet. still in the midst of enjoying the holiday and i totally got no mood to start doing any of the assignments.

anyway today was another great day spent with the girls. swimming in the morning and then lileen's place to chill. met wee for badminton after (we wanted to burn fats badly hahah) that but it was so windy we could hardly play properly for even 30 sec.

ok nothing else bye

weeks back with the classmates:

10.34pm

2008-12-16T14:10:00.004+08:00

spent the whole of my yesterday hanging out with the very loved girls at starbucks ♥ more photos when i get the rest from wee!

so this morning i went jogging with tan and i almost died (as usual) ahaha. i'm staying home today to do some xmas cards and finish up Eclipse. k going to make my own lunch now bye! xoxo

2.39pm

2008-12-13T21:35:00.007+08:00

yesterday was The Day The Earth Stood Still, Cystal Jade & IndoChine with the usual eight. except that Keanu Reeves is super charming, i thought the whole movie was quite boring. maybe its just me haha. dinner at Cystal Jade was so heart-warming heh i like it (: went IndoChine after that and got ourselves all red. for the millionth time, i love them many many many.

i'm feeling very broke and i dont think the money in my bank acct can even last me till the end of dec. plus i was tmd sway today i lost money at kaming's place playing mahjong lol. need to get some extra money from my parents soon if not i really have to eat grass until i die

12th dec 08

we look so haaaappy

candid

xoxo

11.25pm

2008-12-11T21:32:00.003+08:00

i have to say watching Little Nyonya can really make my blood boil man. walaaaaaooo they're damn evil laaa

k i'm really, really tired now. i think i'm tired everyday i dont know why. port visit today was good except that it was really stuffy inside the warehouses. dinner + arcade with norris zhiyuan junjie ian weiting at town after thaaat. my tighs are aching a little from cycling yesterday but it was really fun la so no regrets! cant express how grateful i feel to have them around (:

celebrating mabel's birthday at town tmr! cant wait cos it feels like a million years since we last hang out together. plus i havent seen a few of them for like damn long already. its so gonna be a good day tomorrow <3

k need to ventilate my thoughts somewhere else before i go crazy. xoxo

2008-12-10T23:21:00.001+08:00

east coast park with the classmates today was SUPER GOOOOOOOD.

very tired and we have some port visit tomorrow morning. i cannot find my jeans la DIE!

2008-12-09T18:28:00.004+08:00

"I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn how to let go. things go wrong, so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together"

anyway, i woke up from a nap with the worst headache ever.

2008-12-09T11:22:00.002+08:00

i almost died of flu yesterday when i was out and all i worry about was whether i'm able to enjoy the food or not. haha i wasnt planning to eat much after that but its a buffet! so how can i not eat right, cannot waste $$$. the food was okay only but the company was the best (:

now, i'm dying of fever.

hello that's my dad not my ahgong. he's 58 and can do nothing about his very white hair haha

best man ever!

the couples:

my pink & black nails

what if i'm wrong, again?

11.34 am

2008-12-08T03:09:00.013+08:00

not her best photo but i'm too lazy to search for one in my sea of photos lol. mum's 55th birthday today! love her plentyy. cant wait to have dinner with the whole family at town later. its 3am+ and i just got back from wee's place. supposed to stay over cos she wanted to study and i decided to be nice. plan totally failed cos we ended up playing mahjong with her bro & friends. they continued for second round while i head home to do my mum's card. so shopping with my mum was good. never bad with her around anyway. ok i have xmas songs on my playlist already. i'm very much in the xmas mood hahah i think everyone loves xmas (:
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so pretttttyyyyyy

3.33am

imissyou more than you know,

B.A.

2008-12-07T14:11:00.004+08:00

stealing hearts with love

very bored. i am waiting for my parents to get back so we can going shopping later. best thing when ure broke is to shop with ur parents.
anyway i think i'm going back to my admin job during january. dont think its easy to find a weekend job plus i got a little taste of being broke and i dont think i can survive long like that. i hope the money left in my account can last me till feb omg.

2.27pm

2008-12-06T18:17:00.012+08:00

so just stay.

Gossip Girl.
i start to like Jenny & Chuck Bass in GG a lot. and my heart still skips a beat everytime i see Nate Archibald. my Chace baby is damn hot

super random i know but i painted my nails black & pink.
bye! x

2008-12-06T11:21:00.002+08:00

Haaaappy 18th Birthday, Mabel!
with lots & lots of loveee ♥

2008-12-05T21:05:00.003+08:00

Phuture on the 28th nov:

5 out of 8 guys

sexy adaaaa

shiooooook

but I love you anyway,
So why don't you stay

11.58pm

2008-12-05T08:16:00.002+08:00

i had a hard time doing ecom tutorial. i think i crapped my way through most of the questions. spent the longest time ever on just one tutorial.
anyway, today is the last day of school already. one month of holiday rather than the usual 2/3 weeks, shiokxsz! even though there's a few projects/assignments but i hope its managable. cant wait for next wed, beer game assignment in school & then its east coast park with the classmates. like it when there's outing like this :D k shopping with wee after school later :D byebye
xxx

8.37am

2008-12-03T20:57:00.004+08:00

happy pill
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eileen & ada

the very unfit me was half-dead by the time i jog to mabel's place. met her and went jogging ard the creepy buangkok area. would be perfect if i brought my mp3 along la. the weather was damn nice. anyway, since so many of my diet plans failed, i've decided to move and exercise more instead of eating lesser. very weak, i cant resist food lol
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wasted a lot of time today already. gotta get back to study
siaaaaaaaaaaan

9.13pm

2008-12-02T19:21:00.007+08:00

sudden motivation.

swear i wanted to go jogging after so long but it was raining. am going tomorrow with wee & tan instead. i'm going to take a nap and start studying already!! xoxo

edited//9.09pm
i think i'll study later haha
our weiting's 18th birthday bash

7.36pm

2008-12-01T22:29:00.002+08:00

people come and go too much.

SCM test was hmmm pretty bad. MCQ should help a lot but the structured questions are enough to kill. 10% only la so i guess its alright lol. 20% chemistry logistic test this thursday! and plenty of assignments to complete. i'm not really sure if i prefer having the holidays, but anyway i'm still looking forward to the activities after exams! one very good example, CHRISTMAS.

just came back from shopping with wee at town. i need to think before i spend now because i'm jobless. almost 2 years of admin work already i want to try something new. need to look for a new job soon.

k bye

10.43pm

2008-11-29T22:19:00.001+08:00

have to chiong for SCM test first!

10.19pm

2008-11-27T22:04:00.005+08:00

hello Big Apple,

click for larger view:

damn funny i think i damn humji. throw already just run lol.

hello world. weiting's birthday bash is one of the best i ever had. i really had fun even though i smell like mustard (!!!) + egg + flour + water + snow spray + pandan cake + whip cream after that. damn ass the guys kept back stabbing/ betray us lo! xavin stole the eggs i brought for the war and ian kop-ed our whip cream. lucky we brought more eggs & flour! got all drenched, smelly and tired. waa this is the 4th birthday bash in a month damn crazy we wasted a lot of food haha. i'll get the photos from sam soon!
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i love L3 many many.
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superrrrrrrrrrrr tired man bye
X
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10.56pm

2008-11-26T22:11:00.004+08:00

YMMS.

hello hello ive been busy tired lazy! ecom project tests and I&E stuff are enough to drive me crazy. i'm supposed to study for QMGT now but i'm so sleepy! i think i'm quite dead, i still have a lot to cover. anyway tomorrow's weiting's birthday and i think its gonnnna be fun. a real big birthday bash for our class's little girl. Phuture with the classmates on coming friday which i hope it wont be cancelled last min. okay i'm off to drink Mogu Mogu and study with the last bit of energy left. byebye xoxo

10.30pm

2008-11-26T00:29:00.001+08:00

because i am very tired and busy busy
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12.32am

2008-11-23T13:55:00.009+08:00

hellodoyoufeelthesamewaytoo.

it was really crazy and fun last night but the feeling after everything sucks. supposed to go jetski with yuentuck today but decided to give it a miss cos im too tired & my whole body is aching like going to be sick that kind of ache. SORRY tuck i know im a huge, huge ass you can hate me but not for long please. i'm staying home today to rest and get ready for school tomorrow. holiday is in 2 weeks time i think? gonna be busy with the tests, assginments and projectss aye sian

yesterday at Singapore River:

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its raining soon. perfect weather to take a nap haha xoxo

3.42pm

2008-11-22T18:31:00.003+08:00

BBQ yesterday was so much better than we thought it would be. we had charcoal war this time haha childish shit but very fun. monday's junjie's birthday and im brining extra clothes to be safe. went Halo Bar for a drink after that with the few remaining people and caught the last bus home. spent my beautiful saturday morning at Singapore River to support ian & weijie for the Regatta event walao damn dumb me and ada missed their match. we thought it was earlier so we were like cheering for the wrong team la. when its their turn we were eating ice cream somewhere under the shade hahah like go for nothing! shag shag, not enough sleep. anyway i have to go ventilate my thoughts somewhere else like again. P.B rocks.
i have photos to share but i have to go! rachel's birthday celebration at phuture later. byebye xoxo

2008-11-20T23:59:00.003+08:00

Accidentally

things that are worth mentioning:

1)ada's 18th birthday bash
fun & very exciting. we attacked her with the cake but in the end we evil girls decided to turn against the guys. i think i did a great job smashing it on Xavin's face while taking a group photo. its like on the count of 3, turn & just smack. but then again revenge is always sweet. xavin double killed me i smelled like a cake for the rest of the day lol. two more birthdays to come. i'll get ready for the war.

2)class BBQ tmr! a forced one by wee ghim teng but i think it'll be fun. with all the classmates how can it not be fun! drinking at holland v after bbq (??)

3)screwed my test & presentation up today

4)big apple, big apple, big apple. oh my gosh

5)sometimes i wonder if its worth trying so hard & giving ur 100% when u know u wont get back the same

6)i'm.thinking.a.lot.

ok nothing else nights

multishots

ohya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, RACHEL (((:

11.59pm

2008-11-19T00:31:00.002+08:00

Because you make me smile like that
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more soon. plenty to do now. goodnight world

11.59pm

2008-11-18T19:35:00.005+08:00

happy like that

hello world, my day was emotionally bumpy but i think i hid everything pretty well. flu made everything worse but i survived! the rest of the week will be quite packed as usual tsk 7 days a week is never enough la. if im not wrong i've got a lot of school work to catch up on but i'm really lazy. i've been like that ever since school started and i think i should do something about it soon hahah. ok finally a break tmr im going town for shopping shopping. ages since i shopped. anyway i hope the pretty xmas lights will be up really soon cant wait cant wait for xmas

weeks back:

8.18pm

2008-11-17T00:12:00.000+08:00

Chace baby

1) mahjong with janice, kaming, yuentuck & xiaowei

2) love them plenty

3) i'm dead beat

11.59pm

2008-11-16T22:52:00.004+08:00

Heels Over Head

I got your runaway smile in my piggybank baby

am at dajie's house now. staying over for 2 nights because the bro-in-law is out of town and my sister is too humji to sleep alone in the empty house hahaha. though its a lil troublesome to bring the clothes over but its a really good time to catch up and all. bet my mum is missing me at home. dinner tgt with the whole family just now was super heart-warming. we talked so much about our childhood and everything happy. so i realised im always the most pampered one. advantage of being the youngest!

went drinking with kj, patrick and his friend yesterday at Clarke Quay. a very last min plan haha anyway im damn lousy i drank a bit of i-dont-know-what and then its coke/orange juice all the way. it was a lil awkward at the end of everything but i guess its all fine now!

aahhh okay goodnight world

11.21pm

2008-11-15T00:44:00.006+08:00

I dont want to grow up yet
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5 out of 10 teamates + 2 out of 4 supporters
we didnt get to take a proper team photo because some left really early

OMG

sexy, yes?

omg x 1000

sweetness

i think i'm too tired, my mood fluctuate quite a bit these few days. but other than thinking/worrying too much about the nothings, its all happy stuff. we got 2nd for Polympics Netball! were so close to winning like it was a draw in the finals and then we lost by just one goal for the rematch. i really gave my best and almost died playing Center cos my stamina sucks. anyway still happy la the team mates + supporters made everything good. met up with dearest wee yesterday and meeting her again for dinner. i need to go shopping so badly. NEXT WEEK NEXT WEEK. i'm going to finish up Eclipse now lol havent read a single page of it since school started. Breaking Dawn is still waiting for me. bye xoxo

1.08pm

2008-11-14T23:59:00.002+08:00

i hate it when i worry about the slightest shit.
i'm so frustrated with myself

tired to the max. i'll definitely blog properly tomorrow! need to note down the happy events before i forget

11.59pm

2008-11-12T15:27:00.006+08:00

am in school's library now with ian and renfeng. IAN IS DAMN ~~IRRITATING~~ NICE btw hahaha. polympics yesterday was good. damn tiring but for the fun, friends and experience its damn worth it. we won yesterday so we'll be playing again ~~later~~ (postponed due to rain walao we waited 5hours! went clementi for dinner with the few others instead). waaaa seriously my stamina cannot make it and i feel so bad cos i didnt chiong for EVERY ball.

library's honey milk tea rocks. ok byebye

NORRIS'S 18th BIRTHDAY

3.26pm

2008-11-09T18:54:00.002+08:00

#4 Ada & Cheryl

my mum say ian got baby face WTH

sis & her love

mummy dearest

i think my sister is very pretty and VERY SKINNY

fat shiny cheeks

in short my saturday was super good (:

ok bye world i'm going to eat dinner & then study for chem log.

7.36pm

2008-11-08T11:24:00.004+08:00

REC was only half as thrilling. first man's view so for the whole movie it was like shaking so bad i wanted to puke. very busy, must cover ears and control not to puke at the same time. either i'm just lousy or its the GV's cheesy pasta i ate before the movie. the pasta sucked anyway, i should have listened to mabel the great chef.

i think only a few will be down at bugis later to support ada haha i just hope it wont be scorching hot. after that will be cousin's 21st birthday party! which is somewher at Balestier. going down with my mum, aunt, sis & her bf. should be fun :D

so everything happens for a reason and i'm always, always trying to reason it out in my head so everything fits nicely to whats happening in my life. & then sometimes it gets so tiring to make the good out of the bad i feel like just being negative. you gain something & you'll lose something. this thought scares me actually.

like so sad

11.39am

2008-11-07T18:59:00.004+08:00

7.40pm

a quick update before i meet mabel for movie. i was planning to cook my own dinner but i'm too lazy so i guess i'll just buy food in later. yesterday was good even though the movie sucked. caught The Coffin with A and i so regret cos i was the one who insisted on watching it. so i got my weekend planned and next week should be busy busy too. i could have more time to sleep and do whatever shit i want to if i didnt spend so much time in the cyberworld. cant seems to live without the internet.

3 hours of low see chu today was quite torturing. the only reason i love sch is the classmates. we're going down to support ada for her clean & clear contest tmr at bugis together :D
oh yes anw except for skipping dinner last night, the rest of my diet plan failed terribly. i'll try harder next time though i dont think anyone will ever believe me anymore hahaa

k i'm off. cant wait to be in the theater. i dont think i ever mentioned it here but i super love watching movies. it just feels.... great

2008-11-05T23:25:00.004+08:00

bestie has long legs

love!(:

my face look swollen but this is one decent photo

k done with the photos. damn tedious.

so wee & i got our hair dyed black today. not a drastic change but i feel weird because half of my hair used to be a little gold. it reminds me of my Year 1 hair, Gold like mad. look like one chao ah lian hahah. black looks so much healthier. i'm so drained by the amount of things in my head. half of them are useless but i cant seems to get them out of my head.

& for the millionth time, im going on a diet.

i hope it works this time lol.

goodnight

2008-11-04T23:33:00.003+08:00

TIRED LA, TIRED.

haha so cute

♥

mi mi yan

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dinner yesterday with lots of love & laughter:

damn scary anyhow take also got 170+ photos i think? i'll take a long time to upload everything haha. anyway met wee today to burn fats & watch the guys play bball a little. i just did my project + 2 out of 9 qns of SCM. i have no idea why i'm so tired everyday but i really have to sleep now. school is such a huge headache sometimes.

2008-11-04T00:35:00.002+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday to You.
and thats the best i can come out with.

2008-11-02T16:16:00.010+08:00

i am back! camp was fun fun fun even though its quite tortourous during the 2nd day. my legs were aching like mad after a whole day of activities that lasted til like 3am+. i was quite heng/sway to be in the same grp as ian hahah he's quite entertaining. the place we slept at was like chalet style damn shiok 5 of us shared an apartment with 2 toilets kitchen and 3 bedrooms. with breakfast, dinner and supper delivered to our room, what more can we ask for!! haha the people are really nice and all, so in short enjoyed to the max.

i slept like a lot and i doubt i can sleep early tonight. tmr's gonna be a long day 9am to 5pm againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. waiting for my mum and dad to get home now so we can go out for dinner. supposed to do research or at least some school work but seriously i dont think my brain is working properly yet. next week is another busy week with projects to rush and polympics.

oh and guess what. i gained another kg ):
photos another time.

EDIT

- ` ian. says :
i think me and you can click
- ` ian. says :
cause you fat
- ` ian. says :
than fat and skinny is opposite of each other
- ` ian. says :
it is like a magnetic effect

the whole world thinks im bullying ian lim. even the station master think so too walao you see you see he bully me too k. but then again anything i just whack only. so poor him, cos he cant hit me back HAHA

hello, the superficial world

2008-10-30T23:59:00.001+08:00

just follow the heart

caught Blindness with mabel lileen & derrick. its interesting and kind of cool to see how chaotic the world can get if everyone turns blind. the ending sucks a little bit but its still not bad! i'm so tired now i just packed my stuff for camp tmr. going with renfeng & ian and wont be back until sunday. goodnight!

oh and i forgot to mention ITS SO GOOD TO SEE YOU MAI! :D

2008-10-29T20:11:00.004+08:00

i feel fat but i'm still eating super rings. i need to invest more money on tshirts instead of tanktops/spag tops because my arms are getting too big for them. so sad.

2008-10-29T13:13:00.003+08:00

"i'm a asshole. KICK ME!!" i think i'm so mean but she started it first! hahaha

we were still laughing

i think my blog is a little too pinkish

i'm off to meet janice. loves!

2008-10-28T17:51:00.009+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, SUNSHINE!
LOVES!

i realised i'm really really bad at remembering birthdays. i need to jot them somewhere but even when i do i still forget sometimes!! i'm so sorry if i forgot any of urs ): anyway school was bad today. maybe except for QMGT when we did our tutorial. sense of achivement k. supposed to meet yt for dinner later but walao he put me aeroplane! have to eat maggie again. k happy happy no sch tomorrow! i'm going to meet janice really soon to burn fats haha byebye!

its one in a million & we lost it.
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EDITED (10.59pm)

lileen just sent me two videos we took during sec 3/4 and its damn hilarious! we looked so damn different and i swear we looked like 5 nerds playing with food hahah. its really nice that the 5 of us are still so close now. maybe not close like we get to see each other everyday but at least we always make effort to meet up once in a while. these are really videos i will keep for life and laugh every single time i watch it. i think i really should take more videos instead. so that years down the road i'll get to see how childish we were, how happy we were in our teens.
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like again i typed a whole chunk of words here and then backspaced everything. its always like that. really not easy to put all my thoughts/worries into words and not easy to blog every single shit without worrying what people might think. plus it really sucks to admit things sometimes.
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anyway just came back from badminton. half of the time we were chatting but we still managed to exercise a lil. meeting wee again tmr for shopping shopping! i'm turning in early tonight. goodnight!

2008-10-26T00:49:00.000+08:00

tell me you're staying
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sometimes i wonder if i'm really their little sister. haha they're damn skinny fyi.

she got pricked for nothing

MY BLOOD!!

blue bandage!

hi wee

love you, see u on wed!!

her 10th pair of havaians

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i like it when there's absolutely nothing on my mind.
when nothing pricks my heart that bad anymore.

2008-10-25T00:18:00.000+08:00

today i went KBOX to sing like a superstar, dhoby ghaut to donate blood like a hero (SAVE LIVES OK lol) & went shopping like a taitai. haha blood donation took me a lot more courage than i thought it would. sounds like i'm exaggerating maybe its just me. not so much of a hero when i think about the yakult-straw-thick needle. haha did it anyway and i got blue bandage! janice's veins are too small to be a hero lol. we have photos but posting it next time cos i'm too tired. so lately i havent been sleeping enough and i can feel myself falling sick! got very PMSy too haha so very emo emo sometimes! k work tomorrow need to sleep, goodnight!

yesterday's photos i randomly picked a few

my friends have long legs

the only 17 yr old in our clique

2008-10-24T02:14:00.000+08:00

spent my friday with my four favourite girls and then movie with tkj. HSM3 is damn coolx with all the singing and esp dancing. ZAC IS DAMN HOT BTW. haha i'm dead tired & i'm waiting for my hair to dry. my saturday will be KBOX with my two sisters & then meeting up with the fav girls again. i've got a lot to say la but i'm too tired to put them in words. i think i can fall asleep straight away so i'll blog properly the next time with many photos haha we took 100+ today! okay goodnight its 2.47am already.

2008-10-23T23:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, BESTIE!
love you many much plenty! ((:

today in short : movie sucks but the company is damn good (steffi renfeng sam xavin ian norris gab junjie). more outings/chalet soon, we're planning already! too lazy to say more i'm going to finish up the report and sleep! tomorrow will be a happy day too byebye photos next time!

i start to hate rainy days btw.

2008-10-22T17:20:00.004+08:00

some sugar please?

wednesdays are the shiokest! IS lecturer is a busy man so lessons are always short and sweet. anyway team formation today was a huge headache but thank god, i think me and feng are in this group thats not bad. maybe too early to tell but for now its all good.

i'm almost done with my part for the project due tomorrow. i'll think about the presentation later at night. so meanwhile i'll wait for the rest to send me their parts and pray that everything goes well tomorrow? i hope my craps dont go out of point. ok happy stuffs now. i'm waiting for wee to get home so we can go play badminton!

my first two weeks of school are pretty packed with activities. though its tiring but i'm happy with that. kills the pms bugs that're attacking me. got my thursday, friday and sat planned and its gonna be good (: working on sunday should be alright too if my dad's coming to fetch me home haha.

movie with the classmates tomorrow!!
bye world.

I would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that I have

2008-10-20T23:02:00.002+08:00

what if you break it?

is it me or what? how come it feels like I've got plenty to do when its only the 6th day of school. even though other than that lessons are pretty entertaining with the guys fooling around cracking us up all the time. things that come out of their mouths are incredibly funny. and of cos, whats school without my clique of girls! love them to bits. officially having monday blues for the rest of the sem because its 9am-5pm! long day starting with 3 hours of wee ghim teng. he's nice but damn boring la the lecture!

dinner with the sisters was super good! i seldom see my dajie already so its really nice to sit down and have a good chat together.
okaaaaay i'm meeting nicolette at town tomorrow after school, so i better finish the important stuffs i have to do before i go crazy rushing them out. i'm very x1000 tired goodnight!

2008-10-18T21:18:00.009+08:00

so how long will it take.
.

we did multiple shots with wee's cam. click for larger view. we look so happy and i like it like it like it.

#1 eileen mabel janice xiaowei lileen

#2 my shitting partner/hot mama

#8 lol

#9 i was behind the flying pillow

#10

#11

#12

#13

#14

#15

#16

#17

#18 love!

2008-10-16T23:12:00.003+08:00

messed up.

this week is a little too much for me to take. though i'm pretty happy but i'm so tired. its 11.15pm i just came back from work & i'm sick. i think im superwoman only until 11pm. right now my brain is totally not working but i think i'm supposed to do some work for my project because chalet's tmr & sat plus im working on sunday.

so mentally & physically drained, i cant really think properly over certain stuffs. i have no energy to think how to react best.

anyway school has been good. except that ian is still disturbing a lot (dont give that teary eyes and say u never hor ian! lol) and that we have a few projects already. still very much in holiday mood so yes, i need to start studying properly next week.

ok goodnight i need energy to enjoy the chalet!
its gonna be good to see the favourite girls (:

2008-10-14T23:04:00.003+08:00

love school because of the classmates + lunch breaks + all the laughing. as usual the guys never stop disturbing haha. SIM's ban mian is still my favourite!
k very tired actually. have been going home late these two days. i'll be out tmr again, work on thursday, chalet on fri & sat and work on sunday. power, i think i need more sleep to survive. school is at eight tomorrow super early. am going to school with bestiebestiebestie!

i have a lot in my head,

& i dont feel like moving.

2008-10-12T23:18:00.002+08:00

happy birthday, happy birthday, happy birthday

xihong!

i typed a whole lot of words which i dont think anybody will be bothered to read so in short work was shit but i survived. met up with wee & did what we're best at: EAT & SHOP.

actually my life revolves ard the same things but i'm happy like that.
SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW AT NINE!!

kbye.

2008-10-10T12:28:00.004+08:00

i'm done trying.

hello world!

my thursday was fun-filled & love-filled ♥
caught House Bunny at The Cathay with mabel & lileen. funny bimbotic movie with lots of big boobs hahah. dinner at chomps with janice mabel and xiaowei! dessert at Ice Cube haha great dinner great company (: (: (:

basketball with the girls + wanting + aaron + khimho. super fun we tried new games! like modified hide & seek, modified catching, dodge ball & truth/double dare. went home only like 1am? dead beat by then but i still slept at ard 3am. my body clock damn screwed already! need to try sleeping at 10pm today lol.

pretty woman, walking down the street, pretty woman~ (u know the song?!)

love her with the long hair!

one

two

three (actually we took more than just 3!)

the only popcorn i like

chomps!

cheat our money only

hot pink

dark blue

mabel & her $129 bag lol!

DIY sundae. Janice + eileen's EATJAM sundae

mabel + xiaowei's MONDAY sundae

***
damn cool a fifteen yrs old girl wrote & sang this song. i like!

It's a beautiful day
My cellphone just rang
I pick it up to find that it's you
And your calling to say

I love you and I want you to know
When I'm with you I never want to go
When I'm with you I love you more each day
And that is all, I wanted to say

You make me smile
We talk for a while
I think to myself and I know how you feel
Cause I feel the same way
So I say, I say

I love you and I want you to know
When I'm with you I never want to go
When I'm with you I love you more each day
And that is all, I wanted to say

There's been something on my mind, oh ooh
I've been searching so long for something
I couldn't find
And there is something that I, need to confess
This is that I love you more than you could guess
So I say, say ah eh

I love you and I want you to know
When I'm with you I never want to go
When I'm with you I love you more each day
And that is all, I wanted to say

I love you and I want you to know
When I'm with you I never want to go
When I'm with you I love you more each day
And that is all, I wanted to say
Say, say,

That is all I wanted to say

2008-10-09T11:52:00.003+08:00

hello, heartbreaker.

somehow janice, guoping, punggol, khimho & daniel appeared at my block yesterday in the evening so i rushed down to meet them. headed to hg plaza to play pool, after which shiyang, wanting, ahbee & licong joined us for dinner too and then basketball. didnt really perspire a lot leh i think i eat more than i move hahaaa. the journey home was.... i dont know how i'm supposed to feel.

video conference with tkj & patrick yap last night was funny! which reminds me i havent seen patrick since Olvls. he's still cute as ever hahaha i think it'll take another 2 years to see him again la.

ok i feel very sian. like super duper SIANNNNNNNNNNNNN my face will go like that -___- why am i brooding over things i cant control. everything happens for a reason, so yes i'm trying to reason everything out in my head and be POSITIVE. haiya what to do what to do! dinner with the girls tonight tonight is the only thing to be happy about today byebye!

2008-10-08T12:56:00.004+08:00

Sugar, we're going down.

hellohellohello! HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, PATRICK!

yesterday was get-fat day. we had waffle icecream at Gelare (yes, waffle half price!), shaker fries & bubble tea. before that i already had porridge for lunch. so it was double lunch. badminton & basketball after that hoping that we'll shed some fats haha. badminton again tonight!!!

school's starting next week. i'll be happy to see the classmates, happy to have things to do and to be able to eat nice ban mian at SIM lol. but damn sian when i think of the projects and reports to do. this 7 weeks of holiday flew past like that. fastest holiday ever. wont be able to sleep in till late on weekdays anymore ):

anyway, i got my heart messed up a little these few days. which is bad and i need to set it right back fast. ok crap. teeve + lunch now. Eclispe & badminton later. bye!

edited (4.24pm)
i'm bored with whatever i can do at home. decided to dig some photos out.

kenneth goh is my favourite since sec 3. so he was only sec 1 back then.

2005 (my face really really cmi)

2006 i think

2008 march

2008 oct

2006

i look like an auntie on prom

2006 this is classic

feb 2007 (when we tried new hairstyle lol dont kill me for posting this mabel)

late 2007

july 2008

june 2008?

sept 2008

2005!

2008

2008

2008

2008

2008

2005 omg

2006

2007

early 2008 i think

2008

k damn tiring to dig all these out from my photobucket acounts. i've got 3 different accounts! haha okay byebyebye.

2008-10-07T13:41:00.002+08:00

我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深

我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

this is the only chinese emo song that'll make me sad hahaha.
i'm leaving for Gelare & badminton soon.

2008-10-06T12:08:00.003+08:00

i'd rather not risk throwing my heart into a hole of misery.

again.

4 oct 2008

dangerous.

dont have to tell me i'm fat, thanks.

disgusting not!

i text with my eyes close lol

birthday boy

HAHA xkenneth so cute!

chan, chin, chin.

i dont remember taking this photos and those below

anyway i found two very overdue photos from mabel's friendster:

been a long time since we hang out together, mama. I MISS YOU.
and wee, cheer up, i love you.

2008-10-05T07:13:00.009+08:00

last night was almost insane. yt last min got me to accompany him to derrick's hse to celebrate jicai's 19th birthday. all i can remember is that we were playing some card games and i was drinking more than i should cos ive got work today! haha stayed for a couple of hours and slept with my head spinning. still managed to wake up early today though! hahah cant remember anything else except that we kept taking photos. i should look scary in most of the photos, i cant even remember if i smiled.

anyway Ash Teo just have to spoil my morning by telling me my workplace is just 15min walk from his house. jidan why am i working so far ): ): ):

i'm thinking of subway for dinner & jogging/badminton tonight. shall ask janice later!
byebye off to work. lovelovelovelove.

(edited)
so i survived! work was good, 9.5 hours flew past. dinner at subway with wee & chitchat a bit before going home. excited over Eclipse later, they're addictive. tkj told me Twilight will be in the cinemas in dec and i cant wait. even though Edward Cullen is way more stunning and hot in my imagination than he is in the movie haha. town with tkj tomorrow hopefully if he doesnt have work! kbyeworld.

my happy bestfriend.
xxx

A for Appleofmyeye.

2008-10-04T02:06:00.002+08:00

janice bff, shopping, badminton, basketball, apple of my eye, late night meet-up with nic = very happy eileen.

i bought everything on my shopping list and even more lol. anyway i'm going to play badminton with my big sister & jiefu tomorrow morning at potong pasir! haha i must be crazy because i had a super long day and its 2am already. but then i get to exercise and spend time with the sister and jiefu so i gues its worth it!

wee and i totally forgot about taking photos today (which is friday) hahha NEXT TIME, WEE! ive got a photo of nic looking happy with my presents for her but i'm too lazy to upload now so next time! goodnight!

every single shit happens for a reason.

2008-10-02T11:49:00.002+08:00

hello i'm eating dou hua and watching tv now. i just got back from janice's! stayed over at her hse last night.

my hari raya was a good one. went tiong bahru with the family. mum and big sister went to do their brows while my dad brought me to Bras Basah's super big popular. i used to go there a lot when i was little. havent been there for years. i think i got my reading habits from my dad. he reads a lot and is very generous when it comes to books. and he's those kind of dad who'll make me sit beside him in the living room and then talk about life and teach me lots of things that i couldnt understand straight away. to me he've always been that wise old man. sometimes stubborn and i'm still mad at him whenever i think about his disapproval to my oversea trip with the friends. one protective father but i still love him.

went bugis with my sis while my parents head to somewhere else. planning to get my mp3 but decided that its a bad idea to buy at Sim Lim. haaa i think i'm getting Creative la. I NEED THE RADIO. parents came to fetch us and dinner together at HK cafe. damn bloated and i felt damn fat so i went to meet janice for some badminton & basketball at like 1opm. the guys hapened to be there so we played stupid games which left us laughing all the way. joined them for their army talk too after a shower at janice's. very interesting, they are damn crappy in many ways. went back ard 2 plus? and chit chat with janice till we fell asleep which i think its ard 4plus. super shag now.

i realised i stopped online shopping for damn long already. partly because i'm lazy to bank in my allowance. but anyway i'm going shopping tomorrow!

i need to get:
MP3!
Eclipse
a bag pack

today will be another day home and i feel good. although i felt like catching a movie but i think i'll be too lazy. okay i finished my dou hua and i'm feeling sleepy. omg i'm such a pig.

2008-10-01T00:12:00.006+08:00

i feel like a zombie.

the initial part of the meeting this afternoon was scary cos only two part timers turned up. the rest are all full timers i've never seen before. the only good thing is that i got paid for just travelling & listening to the managers/boss talk for four hours. so full shift today didnt really feel totally like one. but still there were many little things to handle & settle at work today. had lunch only at 4pm+? haaa everything got me really tired x1000.

i totally get what it means by once bitten twice shy. it feels so dangerous to even try. emo songs are scary, they bring me closer to the negative side of my world. although at the same time it keeps me safe in my comfort zone. right, you probably wont understand a thing i've just typed. i think i'm too tired.

the weather now is perfect for a good night sleep! i'm hanging out with my sis & mum tomorrow. family love haha okay nights!

2008-09-29T23:27:00.003+08:00

i gave you love,
the power to break me.

dread work tomorrow because:

1) its gonna be physically draining moving many many chairs and tables alone
2) i'm working full shift, 12.5 hours
3) i'll be alone in the morning till like maybe 12noon. all by myself in the big big centre. creepy!
4) i have to go for this meeting at the main branch centre in the afternoon, which i hope all i need to do is to listen and nothing else. its quite intimidating when all the managers and bosses get together.

i shouldnt have drank coffee this afternoon. i think the caffeine is still in my body or something. i feel tired but i'm not sleepy at all. okay i got my wednesday, thursday and friday planned! greaaaat i'll be seeing janice quite a lot hahaha. anyway i have a few people to meet up before school starts!

okay nights, need plenty of sleep to survive tomorrow.

2008-09-28T21:44:00.000+08:00

youtubing & found this. cute!

2008-09-27T23:47:00.003+08:00

Fish & Co. for dinner with tuck at amk hub today was good. my tummy damn power, big like 3 mths pregnant after dinner hahah. walked around a little & went back hougang to meet wee. supposed to be burning fats but we ended up chit chatting & blowing bubbles with wanting.

dinner with the family after work tomorrow. i miss my dajie. havent seen her for months already!

i need to start planning for next week! will be working as usual on sundays only after this tue until school starts. so yes 3 more days of work and i'm done with this war. a week plus left to enjoy before school starts. rot at home i also happy lol. i'm considering on working on wednesday too when school starts since my lesson ends at 12 that day. need more $$.
kay i'm glad that the PMS this month is not too bad. although food is hard to resist as usual and i need to remind myself not to take PMS as an excuse to eat haha.

okay nights. loves!

2008-09-26T07:05:00.005+08:00

♥

hello! its 7.05 in the morning and its raining! perfect weather to sleep. i have work at nine later. i want to sleep so badly ): dinner with alex janice lileen derrick & maybe tuck after work.

caught Mirror with tuck after work on wed. freaked me out cos mirrors are like everywhere. i changed out of my jeans and went to bed straight because by the time i was home its already 2am+ and i didnt dare to bathe lol. i wasnt half as scared about mirrors the next day lol i must be crazy that night.

yesterday was love. breakfast with wee & xiaowei, headed to vivo (which reminds me i'm broke to the max max max) and sheena's 9th birthday celebration at wee's + mahjong. everything made me happy enough.

need to leave house soon after the photos bye! xxx

breakfast

2008-09-24T00:50:00.004+08:00

sealed with a kiss.

journey home from jurong became incredibly short these few days. a good book kills time way better than a PSP & MP3 can. another day of work tomorrow before i can take a break on thursday. i'm planning to go town with less than 50 bucks in my bank account.
super glad i'm working at 3pm. cant wait to watch Gossip Girl and ANTM even though its a huge hit on my self esteem watching those gorgeous girls.

anyway went wee's place just now to chitchat & surf net together a little despite that its already late like going eleven after a day of work. hahaaa love you, bff. see you soon!

i think PMS is acting up again. the negative emotions are staying longer than usual. thank god work kept me occupied enough and food, especially chocolate, finished the job of cheering me up. shopping will too, this thursday! plus meeting the friends or even basketball will make things better.

wookay its 2.26am now. i'm going to bed dreaming about vampires being my perfect lover. goodnight!

2008-09-21T20:53:00.003+08:00

Now I'm speechless, over the edge
I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this Lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this Lovebug again

Twilight is indeed a good book. my kind of book. male lead Edward, super sweet like mad, I ALSO WANT. almost a perfect lover so maybe its too much to ask for, i dont mind if the sweetness is halved.
high school love story, i love it and i cant stop reading so i'm almost done with that book. one of the best books i've read so far.

work was fine, nothing much to do because i didnt want to finish up everything and leave myself to rot at work tomorrow. the money's motivating me a lot. especially when i look at my time sheet haha not a lot but its still my hard-earned money. my dad came to pick me up today. love him plenty.

right, i think i really want to blog private or maybe at least partially private soon cos i realised the things i can blog about here is getting limited.

life's good now. couldnt ask for more plus i dont really want to expect anything in case i disappoint myself. right now i'll just keep myself busy and do things i like and things like make me happy.

anyway i start to like Chuck Bass a lot.

there are better photos of him la but im lazy to search for them.

haaaaaa k nights!
xxx

2008-09-20T11:58:00.005+08:00

howdy! slept really late like close to five in the morning. spent two hours at the void deck talking to wee in the afternoon & basketball with people i dont really know till ard 10pm before we went up to wee's for mahjong with khimho, punggol & daniel. went home only at 3am plus haha but the whole of yesterday was super enjoyable! especially i get to see A for the second time of my life hahaaa. anyway wee's sister is such a cutie!

lunch with yuentuck postponed. got my books already though and i cant wait to read later. today wil be pure lazing ard at home watching tv and all. shiok! work tomorrow again, i'm all ready for the war which wouldnt be too tough haha.

felt like switching to livejournal. i've got like four accounts already! but then again i'm so lazy to do the skin and all which i'm totally clueless at. blogspot's good but i'm bored of it. shall change it when i managed to figure out how to edit the skin pretty.

k i'm a happy meat ball. bye!

the workplace. we're moving to a new place by nov! you cant see it but its friggin squeezy actually

favourite!

wee's pet fish

2008-09-18T23:14:00.006+08:00

summer love.

love the bag because its $4.50 only. simple & cheap. my cap is $6 and i love it very much. beach road rocks.

i know i dont sound like i read or like to read a lot but actually i do read. finished Cecilia Ahern's Thanks For The Memories i bought few months back i think. took a long time bcos the front was really boring i almost gave up. it only start to make sense in the middle and everything got so much better. the ending was super good, at least to me la. i like how it ended.

tomorrow will be lunch with yuentuck which is still pending cos he might be eating pork with his colleague, then it'll book hunting at Borders. i've heard how good Twilight and the other 2 books are so i'm gonna try looking for them tomorrow. if i dont, i'll just look for other books by fate. like how i found P.S I Love You during my sec sch days. haha i still remember blogging about how much i loved this novel and how i wished its on tv. now that after a year or two it really did as a movie, i didnt catch it! bcos i heard from too many that it wasnt a good one. i'm so sure the book is much better!

so these two days is nothing else but work. no stress, not tiring, loving work & the colleagues! cant wait to get my pay next month. not expecting a lot considering the fact that i didnt work a lot the past two weeks. next week's work almost everyday. aye, i hope i can survive through that.

i'm getting a mp3 soon after i get my pay. most probably itouch. might change my mind becos itouch doesnt have radio! love 91.3fm & 98.7fm so i need to reconsider. hope my puny zen vplus will last till i get a new one.

supposed to be a bor chor mee + basketball date with wee tomorrow after my book hunting. & maybe mahjong too cos Punggol miss me HAHA. but i'm not sure now, cos:

alex says:
lets
alex says:
erm
alex says:
fly kite
eileenc. says:
then we need to buy one
alex says:
jancie is the kite

haha, nights all. loves!

2008-09-17T11:07:00.006+08:00

something like that.
.

shopping at IKEA yesterday with J & L! some stuff are reallyy cheap and wee bought the most. went back to somewhere near wee's place for some basketball session to burn fats, with Punggol, Guoping and Daniel (wee's bro). very funny people! derrick joined us for sushi buffet and we went back for basketball again because we felt really faaaat hahaha. this time with khimho and ahbee. cabbed home after mahjong! lucky pom pi pi.

k very busy and very tired these few days but very happy. ard one month left to play before school starts. haha i miss the classmates.

anyway got the results two days back and i deproved but still pretty satisfied. next semester's modules dont sound good to me. aye shit.

i have work later at three. and work tomorrow too. money money money.

kay lunch & Gossip Girl before work, bye (:

P.S: hi tuck, i know ure gonna read this at work hahahha. see you some day this week for lunch!

♥

2008-09-15T11:26:00.003+08:00

hello, world.

i was quite efficient at work yesterday and finished almost everything before lunch. wasted a huge amt of paper even after 1.5 years of working at the same place with the same problematic photocopier machine. i feel bad.

went straight to mabel's place after getting ice cream mooncakes from swensens. woo love the strawberry cheesecake & durian! watched mtv and laughed like mad before we headed down to play with candles and sparklers. sooooo pretty! chit chat a lil & went off ard 12mn. LOVELOVELOVE.

k work later and i have to leave hse in 10 min. amazingly i'm quite positive about work today. afternoon shift, till 930pm again & my puny zen vplus which is dying soon is the best company.

if you noticed, thats chace crawford on the tv OMG HOT.

derrick stole my shoes.

HAHA DAMN SWEET

hot pink nails and loving it

loves.

2008-09-13T12:46:00.007+08:00

it was raining so we didnt get to swim but shopping with wee at beach road and bencoolen was damn good. manicure + yummy tang yuan + all the cheap stuffs we bought made us reaaaally happy. off to kj's place with rachel and sushi making was quite a failure but it tasted good. like how can salmon and unagi ever taste wrong right haha we're just not good at rolling the sushis.

then its crazy musical chair and crazy forfeits like kissing the toes HAHA damn gross but it made everything a million times more exciting! wasnt the loser, damn heng nobody snatch chair with me! i dont even have to do any butt pushing haha. watched Creep and mahjong-ed when bingchao came. more crazy games like Twister which is so physically draining you'll understand when you see the photos. truth or double dare too, damn tiring we played till morning and had breakfast nearby. shared ghost stories before heading home, i got goosebumps and all but totally no energy to feel scared when i got home lol.

celebrating mooncake festival tomorrow at mabel's as usual. yaay love them. dinner with wee later at town so meanwhile i'll watch ANTM and just laze around.

loves!

(edited)
photos from rachel:

hahaha my reaction was slower but still i got the chair all for myself!

rachel was the king of muscial chairs

really tough to hold the postitions and at the same time laughing like mad.

2008-09-11T23:59:00.003+08:00

photos from wee's cam are on the waaaaaaay

love work today. i like the colleagues and kids at jurong (: anyway tkj came jurong today. how nice laaaaa, thanks!

tomorrow's swimming & beach road with wee, then to kj's place with rachel for home-made sushi + movie + games(?). supposed to mahjong la, short of one leg!

need some sleep badly. nights world.

2008-09-11T11:24:00.004+08:00

haaaaaa (:

i woke up this morning feeling damn good. i went online & everything got messed up. i did something small yet it took me like a lot of courage and all. for once i felt like this is really one huge step out of my misery. a really small action but i seriously think it'll help me much much. its okay if nobody understands.

i used to be really curious over who reads my blog and all. but now it doesnt matter anymore. anyway when i get older, im so sure i'll laugh at these entries. especially those at my private blog lol.

its hard to be postive towards life ALL the time hor?
haha but anyway i feel good now, have to leave for work very soon.
work's till 9.30pm today waaaaaaa, ok bye!

2008-09-10T23:05:00.002+08:00

happy like this.

msn sucks, i cant sign in.

work was at chua chu kang today and i realised the work load on a sunday is like 5 times more than a weekday. mahjong at wee's place with Punggol and Ah bee after work. i spent $22 on entertainment. was tmd swaaaaaay la haha i won like twice only?! and both were just 1 tai lor, pathetic not you tell me. but anyway the guys are so crappy you'll laugh even if you're losing money.

i know i'm getting fatter but i'm still eating like i'm 40kg. i gained 2kg within like 2 or 3 mths? and all the fats are concentrated on my face and arms. despite everything i still cannot resist food so i deserve to die.
cant imagine how i used to eat during those secondary school days. KFC 2 pcs chicken meal like almost everyday, eat like two bowls of rice for dinner after training and never need to think before i eat.

okay afternoon shift tomorrow at jurong east, very tired bye!

2008-09-09T20:53:00.003+08:00

I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me

2008-09-08T15:28:00.006+08:00

for the millionth time,

the birthday girl

a picnic at botanic garden on a beautiful sunday to celebrate wee's birthday! ate, sat ard, played games and all. hate the ants, looking at them alone can make me feel itchy all over. it was pretty sunny so it was quite warm and sticky haha, super shiok if there were more wind. but anyway the company matters most so yep, it was close to perfect!

pure happiness is love.

2008-09-07T22:10:00.006+08:00

fishing yesterday, sunny day with five min of rain in between. the rain made it more adventurous & exciting hahah big wind big waves, the boat was rocking so much i got a little sea sick. we all caught fishes! waaaaa, great sense of achievement! mini games in between got us laughing and really high. dinner was the fishes we caught woohooo, extra delicioussssss! another mini game after dinner and we all got slapped by fishes. smelly smelly.

many thanks to yuentuck for the hardwork! he did most of the work since he's the captain and he knows best about operating the boat and all. plus his mum who cooked the dinner. fun day with fun people! enjoying life man.

picnic today k i'm too tired to continue will update tomorrow i need to sleep goodnight, loves!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, WEE!

love you many ♥

2008-09-05T22:07:00.004+08:00

i really dont want to be a weakling who talks about heartaches all the time, so yes last night was pretty bad but its good now (like again.) and i loved today. breakfast with tuck & wee this morning at macs then went to work for my dad after that. always felt super loved when i'm with my parents they're the best ♥ met up with mabel & wee again for dinner and to get some stuffs for sunday's picnic. happy chitchats before heading home, love them many. tomorrow's fishing with tuck, alex, xihong & rachel woohooooooo

goodnight world.

2008-09-04T23:40:00.004+08:00

i'm giving myself a day or two to step out of it.
and i swear i'll get my heart back and never give it away.
loves!

2008-09-04T00:06:00.004+08:00

4bia is really some scary shit even though it cracked us up every now and then. tuck and i got our ears covered most of the time. paid $6 to realise that we have no balls. my courage is depleting as i grow older and maybe by twentyfive yrs old i wouldnt pay to scare myself anymore.

so we walked ard, dinner at fareast (nice la mian), chilled at starbucks long long. he went off to meet his guys at nine while i went home with tkj who knocked off at the right time.

honey dreams.

2008-09-03T00:28:00.001+08:00

have you ever?

2008-09-02T20:44:00.004+08:00

okay found a website for Gossip Girl S2 already
IT WAS AWESOMEEE.

& OH MY NATE ARCHIBALD.
the first few minutes of episode one almost killed me.
H.O.T

shopping with wee just now was good. super happy with all the stuff i bought.
k bye, im off to dream about nate hahaha

2008-09-02T13:58:00.004+08:00

ECP with nic last night was good minus the grumpy bus driver and nic losing her ezlink card.
went swimming with wee at carson's condo this morning and i'm all tired now. the amount of energy left is little but still enough for me to shop. vivo later!

i'm eating DOU HUA and watching heroes now. still half way through season 2.

anyway the usual site i used to go for Gossip Girl is gone already ): ): i think the first episode is out but i cant find it anywhere. shixzxx

never judge a book by its cover.

how many can do that?

i'm not saying i can all the time.

but those who really bitch out loud to the whole world never know how words can kill.

2008-09-01T11:34:00.007+08:00

hello beautiful,

People change and promises are broken.
Clouds can move and skies will be wide open.
Don't forget to take a breath.

World's spinning 'round.
There's no sign of slowing down.
So won't you take a breath?
Just take a breath.

America's Next Top Model Cycle 11 & Gossip Girls season 2 should be out this week. happy like siao! high fashion, pretty and hot girls, glamourrr, hot guys, the ultimate bitches (you cant miss out them out) and the prettyyyyyyy x 1000 clothes. I CANT WAIT.

enjoying my afternoon lazing around watching tv (thank god for cable), reading my book and eating chocolate. haaaa, shiok.
skating at ECP with nic tonight!
bye world.

for my heart i will.

2008-08-30T19:31:00.004+08:00

delicious.

half of the photos still with mabel.

anyway my laptop's fixed with all the data still inside. i love you, laptop.

too much details for these two days.
fun and all but i got myself fat and sick. i can feel the amount of fats on my face when i smile.

so life's pretty good lately. nothing much to worry about (i think) except for the fats and maybe $$? even the heartache is almost gone. haha shall enjoy earning money this hol and have fun with the friends before school starts again. i luurrrfff them manymuchplentytons.

k my bones are aching and i'm dying.
need to rest now and prepare for the ten hours of work tomorrow then dinner with wee at chinatown if i'm feeling better. nights!

xoxo.

2008-08-28T21:53:00.004+08:00

#1 town + movie with adaaaaaaaaaaa today we ate a lot talked a lot walked a lot, very happy girls.

#2 this week've been really good even though i spent half of my sept's allowance already (its not even sept yet la shit).
will work a lot ard late sept to fill that hole in my pocket.

#3 tomorrow & sat will be another two happy days with wee, mabel & kaming.

#4 its so good to be happy over simple things.
i dont ask for much, really.
lao tian lao tian, let this stay.

#5 i want to stay eighteen. nineteen sounds like a confusing age, twenty sounds a little old already and they say once you hit 2, time flies like lightning.

#6 i miss chace crawford already.
Gossip Girl fast fast chop chop please?

#7 i seldom say this but from the bottom of my heart,
thank you, those who listened and thank you, my private blog.

i'm doing goood now.
happy like traaaaalalala

2008-08-27T22:03:00.005+08:00

woookay, i'm over it.

iceskating with mabel + kaming = lots of love and laughter.
i know the photos are damn big but im too lazy to resize it again haha

p.s: wee, hang in there. town on friday! love you many.

2008-08-26T12:03:00.004+08:00

because i'm not like you.

cabbed to the airport at 630am to send steffi and sam off with ada and weiting yesterday. meant to be a surprise but we were a little too late cos they went in already! could still see them from far and silly steffi cried and she made me tear too. we must be some crazy emo shitx cos its only for 1.5 mths la lol. camwhore the whole morning to kill time then off to TM and City Plaza (cheap clothes + pretty blings on my hair).

went merchant sq to fix my laptop this afternoon, so proud of myself cos i went and found my way there alone!

iceskating with kaming and mabel tomorrow yaaay

my mum ♥

thats our steffi

no i dont smoke

we decided to act like we're tourists

2008-08-25T00:36:00.003+08:00

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared
It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care

And now we're standing in the rain
But nothings ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you

You're vain
Your games
You're insecure
You love me you like her
You made me laugh, you made me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends they're jerks when you act like them
Just know it hurts
I want to be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and silent as I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now is your sincere apology
When you mean it I'll believe it
If you text it I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
Your taking seven steps here

Compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair
Your eyes
Your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized

You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hands in mine when we're intertwined
Everything's alright
I want to be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you
You do